its time.

fcking funny about me is that i held on to things that aint mine in the first place.
or well, maybe its mine but im not to others.
ha ha ha.

well, i'll take things lightly from now.
because its no use getting sad over such things when others dont, you see.
one said he didnt know if he likes me in the first place,
the other gave me up even though he still likes me. (or is it? lols)
its funny la.
my life. really.
always unrequited in the end(-.-)

yes la, its crazy.
so long people! (:
hiatus.

for you, out there.
this may sound politically right but yes, nothing helps now.
its not difficult to change for the person i truly love, or i thought he did too.
im happy as long as im with that special guy.
i gave it my all, no matter who the guy is that appears in my life.
when you said our characters differs and yet the love is still there,
i dont get it.
shldnt love overcome that mere character thing?
if i didnt give up, why should you?
because you cant take it anymore?
i know why it pains me so much is because i cant take it lying like this.
its like a death sentence without all the procedures.
this just doesnt fit my bill.
but nothing it is now.
you said we aint even look like lovers.
wow. that really hurts.
it doesnt boils down to what i want, you just want it your way. and thats that.
im more than willing to change and really, it shldnt be this serious.
haiya, maybe i think it all too simply.
give you up? ha ha.
how easy can this go?
its stupid that we both still have feelings, but we're not together.
fuck the guy that says loving is not being together.
tell me what kind of a theory is that.
dumb fuck.
im over you already.
thats how easy it gets, fuck.