I feel so tired with all the thoughts already.
when can it stop growing in mind?
now tell me.
is it the end?
Monday, July 29, 2013
Sunday, July 28, 2013
I judge and so do humans
ya I do judge but so do humans right? we are visual creatures and that we cannot further deny anymore. how could someone tell me they are judge-less in that sense,
wahraos please. when you look at how I behave or the first word I speak and from my tone,
you already judge me what.
how can you say that you are completely honest and kind and spare me all your impression of me?
duh, so it cannot be.
so I think humans are pretty much screwed up and I do too, not trying to say im all saint or what la,
but people please? they do judge.
its just a matter of more or less or
just mere comment.
they still judge this moment.
I know I cannot control how others think or look at me. if they matter, then ya perhaps I will do serious stuff about it. but come on, maybe im just plain tired to care less.
so actually its not easy to be some famous influencers or celebrity cause you confirm get stab either from the front, sideways or the worst, from the back. if they are nice, they say objective things. but really, its so hard to live with success nowadays without criticisms.
so what actually matters most now in this real world we live in?
well, move along.
P/S. this is my nails now I did in bkk but it already chipped off from my index finger and middle one. but oh well, 10bucks is still relatively cheaper I should say. mai hiam.
wahraos please. when you look at how I behave or the first word I speak and from my tone,
you already judge me what.
how can you say that you are completely honest and kind and spare me all your impression of me?
duh, so it cannot be.
so I think humans are pretty much screwed up and I do too, not trying to say im all saint or what la,
but people please? they do judge.
its just a matter of more or less or
just mere comment.
they still judge this moment.
I know I cannot control how others think or look at me. if they matter, then ya perhaps I will do serious stuff about it. but come on, maybe im just plain tired to care less.
so actually its not easy to be some famous influencers or celebrity cause you confirm get stab either from the front, sideways or the worst, from the back. if they are nice, they say objective things. but really, its so hard to live with success nowadays without criticisms.
so what actually matters most now in this real world we live in?
well, move along.
P/S. this is my nails now I did in bkk but it already chipped off from my index finger and middle one. but oh well, 10bucks is still relatively cheaper I should say. mai hiam.
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
一半一半
bkk trip is officially over!
I will not comment on my emotions over the 4 days there, the sequel to this confessions of my feelings will be over at the sister blog of mine.
BKK DAY 1:
we head over to platinum fashion mall on this first day because we can only check in to our hotel at 12noon. time check after the 45mins or so cab ride from the airpork was 10am plus when we reached bkk city hotel! mad early.
so we went platinum mall and shopped for the guys at level 3/4 I forgotten. its just going round and round and round cause there were too many stuffs! all almost the same stuff I must say lols
its like a mini fareast plaza style and things there you need to comb the floor to find the best bargain for your stuffs!
the accessories are all clustered at the 2nd highest level before the last level of foodcourt, which they sell food like mango sticky rice, beef and pork noodles, fishmaw soup which I guess are relatively nice too!
after the guys finished their shopping, the girls did theirs too. and we shop from the 3rd level all the way down to the basement which practically sold those china pvc bags. I didnt get them haha cause my tote bags should be enough, and thats what I thought.
beside platinum mall there's this connected building which you can find shopping stuffs as well, with a lot more people I think. but we really just have to scout for the lowest price and relatively better trendier quality there.
so much from all the shopping, we head back to the hotel to checkin and collect ourr baggage from their deposit area. and we got some rest for our feet before we set off to somewhere for dinner. haha I forgotten where we went.
more or less, we did these for the first day (:
BKK DAY 2:
today is sunday and we really need to head down to the famous jj market or what we called chatuchak/jatujak. its really really crowded when we get there via BTS (bangkok train system I reckon) and we are pretty much ready for the shop!
its like a very huge pasar malam there with all the tentages and also very small lanes in between. I got my dresses there at 100baht each which is a steal cause it cost only 4sgd! good buys. very good buys. so I tried coconut icecream there too, its really refreshing in combat to its killer weather.
Im like sweating like a pigg la!!
they sell extremely lotsa stuffs from souvenirs glasswares, slippers all the way to clothes and also an area of food tentages to cater to your tired feet and hunger!
after jj market, we train back to our hotels to settle our buys and head on to mbk after a little rest for dinner.
mbk is practically nothing much, but I got my cuttlefishes cashew nuts and dog poo there which are way cheaper than the ones sold in chatuchak!
and at a later timing we went to siam discovery because there's naraya there! and I think siam street market? they are like better than chatuchak's prices cause its really cheap and they are just one whole stretch of street like pasar malam here in sg, but with a lot more trendier and cheap stuffs!
the best buy that night there was a chic bag which I got for 200baht, just 8sgd okay. can you imagine that?! its a must go!
siam paragon is just like orchard ion. alnost carbon copy, and I got macarons there for the first time at their gourmet market, like a supermarket actually lols.
BKK DAY 3:
we went back to platinum mall again cause jasmin wanted to change her top due to the lousy workmanship. and I think we walked the whole platinum again and after head back to the hotel. they went asiatique for dinner while me and him stayed at the hotel for room service.
and literally, I missed out asiatique.
im gg there the next time I promise!!
BKK DAY 4:
we had breakfast at the hotel and then head over to platinum first and I got my last crop top buy there! today im still left with 2kplus baht which is considered a lot still. haha I know I controlled and got only the best deals!
after that we head over to mbk for our manicures. before that jasmin went to get her pandora at central world I think. yups, I heard it was cheaper.
then the rest went for their last massage downstairs our hotel for 200baht/hr and tada. we head over to the airpork for our flight at 9.20pm.
and we had our polariods taken there (:
the end.
I will not comment on my emotions over the 4 days there, the sequel to this confessions of my feelings will be over at the sister blog of mine.
BKK DAY 1:
we head over to platinum fashion mall on this first day because we can only check in to our hotel at 12noon. time check after the 45mins or so cab ride from the airpork was 10am plus when we reached bkk city hotel! mad early.
so we went platinum mall and shopped for the guys at level 3/4 I forgotten. its just going round and round and round cause there were too many stuffs! all almost the same stuff I must say lols
its like a mini fareast plaza style and things there you need to comb the floor to find the best bargain for your stuffs!
the accessories are all clustered at the 2nd highest level before the last level of foodcourt, which they sell food like mango sticky rice, beef and pork noodles, fishmaw soup which I guess are relatively nice too!
after the guys finished their shopping, the girls did theirs too. and we shop from the 3rd level all the way down to the basement which practically sold those china pvc bags. I didnt get them haha cause my tote bags should be enough, and thats what I thought.
beside platinum mall there's this connected building which you can find shopping stuffs as well, with a lot more people I think. but we really just have to scout for the lowest price and relatively better trendier quality there.
so much from all the shopping, we head back to the hotel to checkin and collect ourr baggage from their deposit area. and we got some rest for our feet before we set off to somewhere for dinner. haha I forgotten where we went.
more or less, we did these for the first day (:
BKK DAY 2:
today is sunday and we really need to head down to the famous jj market or what we called chatuchak/jatujak. its really really crowded when we get there via BTS (bangkok train system I reckon) and we are pretty much ready for the shop!
its like a very huge pasar malam there with all the tentages and also very small lanes in between. I got my dresses there at 100baht each which is a steal cause it cost only 4sgd! good buys. very good buys. so I tried coconut icecream there too, its really refreshing in combat to its killer weather.
Im like sweating like a pigg la!!
they sell extremely lotsa stuffs from souvenirs glasswares, slippers all the way to clothes and also an area of food tentages to cater to your tired feet and hunger!
after jj market, we train back to our hotels to settle our buys and head on to mbk after a little rest for dinner.
mbk is practically nothing much, but I got my cuttlefishes cashew nuts and dog poo there which are way cheaper than the ones sold in chatuchak!
and at a later timing we went to siam discovery because there's naraya there! and I think siam street market? they are like better than chatuchak's prices cause its really cheap and they are just one whole stretch of street like pasar malam here in sg, but with a lot more trendier and cheap stuffs!
the best buy that night there was a chic bag which I got for 200baht, just 8sgd okay. can you imagine that?! its a must go!
siam paragon is just like orchard ion. alnost carbon copy, and I got macarons there for the first time at their gourmet market, like a supermarket actually lols.
BKK DAY 3:
we went back to platinum mall again cause jasmin wanted to change her top due to the lousy workmanship. and I think we walked the whole platinum again and after head back to the hotel. they went asiatique for dinner while me and him stayed at the hotel for room service.
and literally, I missed out asiatique.
im gg there the next time I promise!!
BKK DAY 4:
we had breakfast at the hotel and then head over to platinum first and I got my last crop top buy there! today im still left with 2kplus baht which is considered a lot still. haha I know I controlled and got only the best deals!
after that we head over to mbk for our manicures. before that jasmin went to get her pandora at central world I think. yups, I heard it was cheaper.
then the rest went for their last massage downstairs our hotel for 200baht/hr and tada. we head over to the airpork for our flight at 9.20pm.
and we had our polariods taken there (:
the end.
Saturday, July 20, 2013
seizing every second
its the moment soon!
flight departs: 7.10am
flight arrival: est. 9am+
IM SO REELING W EXCITEMENT NOW
AND I CANT GET TO
SLEEP
FOR THE 3RD TIME ON BED ALREADY.
thats how exciting it can get.
flight departs: 7.10am
flight arrival: est. 9am+
IM SO REELING W EXCITEMENT NOW
AND I CANT GET TO
SLEEP
FOR THE 3RD TIME ON BED ALREADY.
thats how exciting it can get.
Thursday, July 18, 2013
im constantly in search of me
and I found myself recently. I mean
not wholly I know, but when my 'newly' attached bff talked and chatted and gossiped about having this "PHPS"(in short:post-honeymoon-period-syndrome) I found myself having all of these
but she is seriously getting it like NOW.
which is kinda worrying cause its barely a month plus la! (yups lols I sound like QQ righttt hahaha)
"PHPS" is something I thought of cause a relationship really get all boring and all
when we get really sian of our bf/gfs you know
like we get sick and tired of things that we loses the flexibility of our relationship.
for instance, we became very routine in our life spent together because
we forgotten the surprises which brought us together initially!
we forgotten to say 'I miss you' even when I just left on a cab home 10mins ago,
and everything we do we see the flaws in each other and MAGNIFIED even.
which seriously destroys this once ever loving and impulsive and heated and most importantly passionate relationship at first!
I guess I lost it during his going-to-ORD-days,
because I created a protective self mechanism inside and thought
im not going to care less,
its not going to change,
it wont help even if he has the time now.
its just me me me me me.
im very guilty of that in the beginning of our relationship
more so then.
and now I try
I tried rectifying not us
but more so myself.
and I found out that its really just that inner
devil that got us tightly
and you need to release that grip within you?
nobody says its easy
its gonna be difficult a choice and
I made one
I made it.
im living better now
I eliminate all kinds of negativity about him
because I really do
love him afterall.
this I asked myself.
so are you game?
hahaha
its 2 more freaking days
and 3nights in bkk sooon!!
im mad excited its the first time!
but I get guilty leaving to play and have fun but
my family doesnt.
now even gg out with my friends eating ho liao
I also will guilty.
all I can do is try to bring my ahma downstairs to talk to her friends every tuesday on her wheelchair vroom vroom
and we are on the go again!
but I would like to relax in bkk and not think of anything!!
I hope my family wait for me to be back happy and I could then share with them my experience there!
20jul-24july
bkk
6ppl aka 3couples
platinum mall
jj mkt
mbk
siam square
siam paragon
asiatique riverfront
etc.
back blogging about my bkk short getaway soon!!
ALL THE SHOPPING HAULS!
rockster-
not wholly I know, but when my 'newly' attached bff talked and chatted and gossiped about having this "PHPS"(in short:post-honeymoon-period-syndrome) I found myself having all of these
but she is seriously getting it like NOW.
which is kinda worrying cause its barely a month plus la! (yups lols I sound like QQ righttt hahaha)
"PHPS" is something I thought of cause a relationship really get all boring and all
when we get really sian of our bf/gfs you know
like we get sick and tired of things that we loses the flexibility of our relationship.
for instance, we became very routine in our life spent together because
we forgotten the surprises which brought us together initially!
we forgotten to say 'I miss you' even when I just left on a cab home 10mins ago,
and everything we do we see the flaws in each other and MAGNIFIED even.
which seriously destroys this once ever loving and impulsive and heated and most importantly passionate relationship at first!
I guess I lost it during his going-to-ORD-days,
because I created a protective self mechanism inside and thought
im not going to care less,
its not going to change,
it wont help even if he has the time now.
its just me me me me me.
im very guilty of that in the beginning of our relationship
more so then.
and now I try
I tried rectifying not us
but more so myself.
and I found out that its really just that inner
devil that got us tightly
and you need to release that grip within you?
nobody says its easy
its gonna be difficult a choice and
I made one
I made it.
im living better now
I eliminate all kinds of negativity about him
because I really do
love him afterall.
this I asked myself.
so are you game?
hahaha
its 2 more freaking days
and 3nights in bkk sooon!!
im mad excited its the first time!
but I get guilty leaving to play and have fun but
my family doesnt.
now even gg out with my friends eating ho liao
I also will guilty.
all I can do is try to bring my ahma downstairs to talk to her friends every tuesday on her wheelchair vroom vroom
and we are on the go again!
but I would like to relax in bkk and not think of anything!!
I hope my family wait for me to be back happy and I could then share with them my experience there!
20jul-24july
bkk
6ppl aka 3couples
platinum mall
jj mkt
mbk
siam square
siam paragon
asiatique riverfront
etc.
back blogging about my bkk short getaway soon!!
ALL THE SHOPPING HAULS!
rockster-
Wednesday, July 10, 2013
大赢家
你 赢了
所有的事 你控制了
我的快乐
我的悲伤
我的愤怒
全部情绪
在你手中
紧紧牢牢地
没有缝隙
没有呼吸
我就差点被你勒死
不是
就快要被勒死
很快
可以
求你
放我
一马
everyone wants to win. but
im a loser
所有的事 你控制了
我的快乐
我的悲伤
我的愤怒
全部情绪
在你手中
紧紧牢牢地
没有缝隙
没有呼吸
我就差点被你勒死
不是
就快要被勒死
很快
可以
求你
放我
一马
everyone wants to win. but
im a loser
Sunday, July 7, 2013
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