i dont know whether this is normal or not
but i still sleep regularly,
meaning i did not lose my sleep for this thought of mine, yet.
will NIE really be my last resort?
but i have 7 ear piercing and some attitudinal problem,
am i really cut out being an educator?
i mean, yes, a young girl's dream is beautiful,
but we are speaking reality here.
look at ma face.
prolly the principal would ask me for tea at her office more than my students do.
life is really crazy.
life really is.
on a lighter note,
its coca steamboat with sardine and rebecs on monday (:
which on a heavier note,
money money flyaway!
BKK trip is really just round the corner.
i dont know what will happen there.
i mean i have a big time green-eyed monster living inside of me.
whats wrong with me?
but sometimes i hate how he could treat his friends/friends' gf better,
talk more, laugh more
fcking attention not on ME.
but all i spent is on him.
so i've decided,
as in of now:
i shall shop like im on my own.
its MY trip.
i shall be happy (:
im not letting these monsters in me engulf the last bit of me.
i am letting go.
letting all go.
now,
SHALL WE PARTY?
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