this is nonsense(:
i dont see panda):
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on my way home from jp, i alighted just before the nearby park.
total number of families/groups i've seen while walking home: seven.
that doesnt include those in the park.
i could feel the festive mood, intensely.
seeing families/friends gathering for this season, really warms me.
i remembered fondly, that i used to do that with my bros and prisch clique.
laterns, candles, sparkles, murdering grasses,cockroaches, plastics etcetc.
those were the days that are really carefree and happy, simply put.
but as we grow up, everything changed.
it wasnt the kind of life that we thought it out to be.
we've gone really separated routes in our lifes now, come to think of it.
we used to stick together like glue, swore that we must live under a roof in future, that we must experience things altogether..
but everything just seems to go a different way.
people got married, got themselves a baby to look after for; people who supposed to get into uni didnt; people who got into uni lead a harder life than those who didnt.
i know they always say that: the only constant thing is change.
yes, things dont always turn out the way we want it to be.
life is indeed hard and unfair.
but is life really all about upholding and satisfying social equations?
earn your first million at the age of 25? maybe?
climb up the peak of the social ladder, and yet be caution of not plunging down any sooner.
then again, whats life all about?
if achievements should dominate most in our lifes,
then perhaps half or more of the world's population are not getting there.
then, why should we? such a torment, such a life.
then again, i do know the importance of education and qualifications in our society.
so much premiums placed on it, such that we are blinded from happiness all along.
who dictate such a life?
god.
i preached too much and nothing's gonna change.
i came home 2.5h before today ends.
happy mid-autumn festival.
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could there be something more?
P/S. im not empty, im filled.
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