facts and lies.

I dream about quite impossible stuffs. Fact.
I am extremely rational. Fact.
I am lazy and have myself to blame for my results. Fact.
I am overjoyed that I don't need to work for nearly 1/2 a month. Fact.
I don't regret my choice. Fact.
I don't need a partner, only want someone to talk to. Fact.
I've a back up plan that I'm afraid that will come true. Fact.

I don't miss you. Lie.
I won't miss you. Another lie.
I didn't regret on my actions. Yet a lie.
I will learn to be a better person. The worst lie of all.

extracted okay.
obviously isn't the case for me.
lalala.
in short, despite all...life's not as bad.

"The saddest kind of sad is the sad that tries not to be sad. You know, when Sad tries to bite its lip and not cry and smile and go, “No, I’m happy for you”? That’s when it’s really sad."
-John Mayer