worried.

so dead!
where should i go from here?



a sudden inspiration, flow of thoughts.
you know, some friends are better forgone.
especially when all along you are the only one putting in effort to maintain the relationship, or friendship you call it.
because ultimately, some people dont appreciate and deserve all these treatments.
and i realised i have come to abhor people who doesnt appreciates your presence. maybe i've gone through too many of such situations, i've come to see people's true colours as well.
both in relationship or friendship.
i see how little effing effort to continue any conversations and thats when i realised.
maybe they didnt consider you as a really close friend even when you do, thats what i call one-sided or wishful thinking on your own part.
and of course, the most realistic and practical thing to do is just to shun away, forgo that friend from your list cause they aint going to freaking be bothered with you, and then, why should you?
maybe you're better off dead they thought.
but well, they should too.
idk, but this post concerns more of friends i guess.

of course, there are friends that deserve your second look and attention.
you knew them inside out, unlike some others that you dont even know when you're gonna be stabbed in the back, when all they do is appear nice and angelic infront of your godamn presence.
nevertheless, i never wish to pinpoint anyone.
its just a moment of thoughts.
ohh, whatever.