kinship; deeply rooted unknowingly.

yesterday, i was bloody sad.
before i fell asleep after receiving love's message, i cried for half hour.
my baby bolster was almost damped at both ends.
im fretting over things too much these days.
i just hope things get better and i could sort things right.
i cry at every little things, i felt so useless.
helpless.
i couldnt even be strong.
its like im at my wits end.
haiya, vexed.