the louder the sound the further the distance

marriage is hard
it is hard when we live under the roof of others
it is hard when we have different views on things that matter to either side but not to the other
it is hard when all we do is bite each others’ heads off
it is hard when we want to win desperately
it is hard when we want to get our message across
it is hard when we shout
it is hard when every argument turns into a cold war
it is hard when the louder it gets

the further i go.

that i begin to see cracks
that i begin to fear the future
that i begin to shut myself off
that i take every action to build a facade
that i take all acts and make it to be bitter for myself
that i see every thing as conformity or formality

that i will create more knots inside me.

it is inevitable.
i build more walls to protect myself from harm and hurt.

it is not every battle that i went through without them.

how far can this go?
im not sure if i want to see through it.


by Wakin. in love with this sorrowful bittersweet feeling behind his voice.

作词：李宗盛    作曲：Ryo Aska
爱到尽头 覆水难收 爱悠悠 恨悠悠
为何要到无法挽留 才又想起妳的温柔
给我关怀 为我解忧 为我凭添许多愁
在深夜无尽等候 独自泪流 独自忍受

多想说声我真的爱妳 
多想说声对不起妳
妳哭著说情缘己尽 
难再续 难再续

就请妳给我多一点点时间再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请妳给我多一点点空间再多一点点温柔 
不要让我如此难受

妳这样一个女人 让我欢喜让我忧 
让我甘心为了妳付出我所有


爱到尽头 覆水难收 爱悠悠 恨悠悠
为何要到无法挽留 才又想起妳的温柔
给我关怀 为我解忧 为我凭添许多愁
在深夜无尽等候 独自泪流 独自忍受

多想说声我真的爱妳
多想说声对不起妳
妳哭著说情缘己尽
难再续 难再续

就请妳给我多一点点时间再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请妳给我多一点点空间再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受

就请妳给我多一点点时间再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请妳给我多一点点空间再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受

妳这样一个女人 让我欢喜让我忧 
让我甘心为了妳付出我所有