this beautiful chaos that we have created to disrupt our life

...is turning 5 months old next week on.


its true that when they all say
'the days are long but the years are short'.

im not crying,
you are.

"Dear mom, Thank you for being my safe zone.

I know you may want to sleep alone in a good position, but I feel so safe sleeping next to you. I know you may want me to play on the floor alone, but I love when you do it with me. I know you may want me to sleep longer, but I'm just so afraid you’re not there - so I have to check. I know you may want me to stop cry sometimes but it's the only language I have and I need you to listen.

So, dear Mom, I promise I will grow up soon and don't need you as much anymore. So I hope we can cuddle a lot more, just a little bit longer."