end hasnt really started and start hasnt really ended yet

hey.
COM428 will go real intense soon.
1st week of holidays is coming to an end soon.
its as if my real holidays haven even started yet, and school for me hasnt really ended too.
but its alright, along the weeks there's always something to look forward to and it really warms me deeply.
like the one that im really looking forward to?
its steamboat with le uni clique and also his ord.
bkk trip will commence during mid july and the excitment hasnt really kicked in.
but desperation for work after graduation has already set in.
its like i went for COM428 and had groupmates and all. but what i really see was the real working world out there and really had no confident that there is a really a space, or place for me to set foot into.
just typing an email for our prof for an impromptu pitch in class really got me off the feet.
all i could participate was giving comments which i think im really well trained in already.
but i guess the real world out there doesnt give a fck about your faithful comments at the end of the day.

J-O-B

its a tiring and crazy 3 letter word.

i guess the whole world didnt know L-I-F-E was a harder and harsher 4 letter word.