abhorrence of present state

WE KEEP QUARRELING.
WE JUST KEEP ON DOING THIS EVERY NOWHERE.
THE LOATHE AND DISGUST FOR EVERY PERPETUAL RECURRING STATE?
THEY INCREASES,EXPONENTIALLY EACH TIME THIS FCKING GOD HAPPENS.
NO BUT WHY?
ITS ENDLESS. E-V-E-R-Y-T-I-M-E.

I HATE BEING IN ONE. BECAUSE IM ABNORMAL.
YES, JUST THAT.
OKAY. IM JUST SELFISH FOR WANTING THE WHOLE FCKING WORLD TO MYSELF BOY.
INCLUDING YOU, AND ROBBING TIME WITH YOUR PRECIOUS OTHERS THIS 21ST OF YOURS.
THANKS FOR REALLY SACRIFICING AND NO THANKS TO EVERY TIME SPENT WITH YOU ON ALL FCKUP WEEKENDS.

WITH OR WITHOUT,
I CANNOT AFFORD A RELATIONSHIP.
IM FCKING BROKE IN ALL MENTAL/INTELLECT/EMOTION/LOGIC ASPECTS OF A FCKING SOMEONE YOU CALL YOUR 'GIRLFRIEND'.

NOT WORTHY OF A SINGLE SHIT TO FCKING YOU.

2YEARS FROM THEN AND 2YEARS FROM NOW,
WHAT FCKING GOD DOES IT HELP CHANGE
THE US NOW?
NONONO.
DONT REMIND ME.

THAT I FCKING DONT REGRET THE CHOICE MADE NOW AND THEN.
FCK IT FOR BEING ME.
FCK IT FOR TRUSTING LOVE.
FCK IT FOR MEETING YOU AGAIN.

hahaha.
so much so for loving you.

脱苦海

在她那微弱的躯体
苦海
脱不了

快零零碎碎乐

。

没有长久的快乐 也没有了无尽期的忧伤

快乐
是多么
零零碎碎

悲伤
是多么
理所当然

痛苦
是多么
举足轻重

懊恼
是多么
不堪一击

欢笑
是多么
寥寥无几

没有你
他的世界好像还在
唯没有他
你的世界将遭毁灭

mad

biz ppt is driving me mad.
everything at once is driving me mad.

schoolwork is driving me mad all over again.
exams in a month's time.

两边不着岸

两边逼于无奈
唯有自己安慰

太可怕的爱情
太可怕的亲情
太可怕的自己

home alone

at his home alone.
ouch.

难得的周日
有那么一点
没什么时间

but
best thing is

有更多更多
等着我
等着我们

waiting...

寂寞下手毫无分寸

只是一天
一天而已
我就受不了

不是吧

何况以后他。。
对
说好不说以后
不说就
不说了

只是
今天有点
乏味
无聊
闷暴

好像死去
了