nokia + windows

its tracking.
its heating.
im on.

marketing ppt is driving me semi-mad during this supposedly prosperous and festive 15days season. but here i am stucked with only the first ppt for marketing which isnt gonna be graded in the first place. sigh. what to do. like what army boys like to resign, they call it: "suck it up". 2days of my weekends. which means all of my weekends, i've been hurrying with mkting ppt in the late night. 230am last night, and now, its already 11mins past 12mn. gosh, and im waiting for declaration of (biz) minor email in my mailbox. i wonder whats life after university graduation. i guess i'll miss schooldays and school friends more.

school aside, private life is on track. both of us are obviously aiming to not quarrel every once a week because i always win in the end. its pointless to bickle, cause the things that we quarrel about usually involves insecurity, uncertainty and history. oh well, thats why both of us felt that, come on, quarrels are stupiak. waste of time. lame.

school and private life aside, home is still ignorant on my part. i guess i have become inherently ignorant to some things that happen or spouted. back to first para, i wonder what is life if im married straight after graduation. kinda anticipating but well, my past always remind me not to pin heaven high hopes on things that usually go unplanned or unpredictable. there you go.

this lunar new year, well, i hope i get enough rest. i feel like my bones are shattering within. not even calling for help.