the unfinished heaven

been walking around town for many many times ever since school term ends. especially when exams ends, the most frequent place in this country is nothing but town. this country is so boring. or is it that there are other cheap thrills that we have yet to discover? i wanna have a picnic outing. at somewhere like the botanic gardens. and circle line does reach there. but oh god, im so packed this week. and next week? some plans here and there and course reg date is next wednesday. i wonder what i will get. the term always ends at the most unfateful manner and starts in the most confused way. but i still look forward to every start of the semester but always always dread when its coming to an end with all the reports and exams coming up. i've always love just checking out my mod's lecture and tutorials. but oh well, nothing else. oh yeah, and there's my course's librarian. i wonder if he ever notice me subtly checking him out. cause i'll always act nonchalent but you know, these are all acting. and xmas is coming up. i wanna hang around new people. maybe new faces can get me starting afresh. or new habits or new muse or new thrills could all feed me. year2 is coming to an end after another new term. and it will be the third year hanging around the same familiar environment. seriously? i hate to graduate. but i hope friends could come attend mine. family too. its once in a lifetime right. capture the moment. and and, i want a camera. gosh, i wanna play sims too. and an iphone. maybe i'll wait an iphone5 just like my friend waiting for iphone4s. so many many wants. but what i really need is just money. im looking out. and i have one p6 boy recently. he's v tame. i like him. no more bleak future.

more money.