Day 18: Dampened

i wanna school to start.
and it looks like this thought welcomed dampening spirits of others.
school is forever fun.
mugging alone, is enjoyable as always.
i cant spell out the joy with an avenue for quality time myself.
its just not something normal human beings can comprehend.
i dont blame them.
because we are so used to companies we are afraid we are robbed out of this moment and taste loneliness again.
but,
we are all alone to start with.
alright, who could take that chance and go shopping alone,
watch that favourite movie alone,
sipped off that cup of drinks alone,
sit and read a nice novel, alone?
and when you're already not alone.

we all do crave personal space sometimes.
we all do, undeniably, if you exclude those despo people on earth.
we all need it somehow.
to think, to spend, to be alone.

i've always firmly believe being alone is never wrong or with comtempt.
having someone is another bonus, just another pluspoint in our life.
but we shouldnt mourn nor reject that some people, unfortunately like me,
just loves being alone sometimes.
not always, but at times i crave moments being alone and i always reminisce them afterwards.

till i learn how to love the one i love,
i do deserve being alone for the time being.
i do deserve time for my own.