其实常笑的人才是最常哭的

a very refreshing genre from rihanna's album.
slow, emotional.
the type of song i would love instantly after the first play.
there's a part of the lyrics that i like too.
enjoy.

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why is it you could bring yourself to do whatever you did
but you realised they dont do the same for you.
then you realised maybe your love is much bigger for them than it is for yourself.
you stepped beyond that line you've drawn for yourself at the very beginnning and you are starting to ponder if you've drawn it slightly too near to yourself that you allowed you to step over it that easily.
you want the deadweight in your mind to go free fall.
but you're on earth and gravity is holding on to that burden tightly.
you wish that you could go somewhere out of earth for awhile and enjoy wandering airily in that space.
you smiled and opened your eyes.
you're still on earth, on your pitiful bed.
in your own pathetic deadweight mind.