原来

i should get away from facebook soon too.
work is eating me and i've really got no time to even sit down and think about a nicely phrased blogpost.
sigh.
sem2 feels like its short of something.
something's lacking.
or was it because someone was added then?

but well, i guess motivation is lacking.
i dont have the same vigour for school anymore,
as compared to last sem.
i always woke up really early to go to school via bus which took me around 1hour 15mins.
now?
i woke up to just leave my house with an empty stomach and still feeling tired.
where has my motivation gone to?
or was it already held on to that i couldnt find any now?

ya ya ya, okay.
last sem my motivation to school was actually him though i didnt really see him round the school the whole time.
but going to school then was like a thrill.
i
actually hope to see him.
and it moves me to attend school early.
getting to the seats near OCK, got a cup of ice milo, took a novel out to read.
felt enlightened.
and the day after could just be great for me after reading a good and meaningful book.
and of course, thinking whether i would get to meet him by chance walking from northspine to southspine.
just once, its enough.
(im poisoned)
woah.
i want to experience that again.
but,
i just couldnt get up early this sem.
and there's stacking of things for me to do.
argh.

i should really start early,
like now.
off for a bath and then off for school.
reeling with excitement to meet sardine&panda later!

P/S. 原来有些话 不必多说了