真的
这几天
真的
累坏了
不只我
还有他
开学也不到一个月而已
就这么忙碌
就这么拼命
却不知
是为了什么
累坏了
累死我们了
我能抽空的时间
他却不能
好想看见他
却又无能为力
到底
我们真正在拼什么
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Sunday, February 20, 2011
执著
就是
我太于执著了
很多时候
看不清事实
太幼稚
就是
我太于固执了
很多时候
听不进忠言
太无知
就是
我太于顽固了
很多时候
做不出誓言
太没心
掉进谷底
好难爬出
我会尝试
给我时间。
别人之所以是别人 那是因为你非常执著于自己
我太于执著了
很多时候
看不清事实
太幼稚
就是
我太于固执了
很多时候
听不进忠言
太无知
就是
我太于顽固了
很多时候
做不出誓言
太没心
掉进谷底
好难爬出
我会尝试
给我时间。
别人之所以是别人 那是因为你非常执著于自己
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
回家
家
原本该有的爱
原本该给予的温暖
我
却感受不到
为了一点芝麻绿豆大的事
家无宁日
大人的世界
真难理解
好难好难
我
并不讨厌家
只是
不喜欢回家
我
厌倦的是
一个吵吵闹闹的家
我的家
还称得上个家吗？
原本该有的爱
原本该给予的温暖
我
却感受不到
为了一点芝麻绿豆大的事
家无宁日
大人的世界
真难理解
好难好难
我
并不讨厌家
只是
不喜欢回家
我
厌倦的是
一个吵吵闹闹的家
我的家
还称得上个家吗？
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
prodigy
Review Test Submission: Quiz.ContentUser . KOH JIA NA JUNE
Submitted 2/15/11 7:03 PM
Status Completed
Score 12 out of 15 points
Time Elapsed 4 minutes, and 13 seconds out of 1 hour.
Instructions You should not start the quiz unless you are absolutely sure you are ready for it. You can only access it once. Once you open the quiz, you have to finish it. You cannot go back to a question once you have answered it.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011 7:04:02 PM SGT
Submitted 2/15/11 7:03 PM
Status Completed
Score 12 out of 15 points
Time Elapsed 4 minutes, and 13 seconds out of 1 hour.
Instructions You should not start the quiz unless you are absolutely sure you are ready for it. You can only access it once. Once you open the quiz, you have to finish it. You cannot go back to a question once you have answered it.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011 7:04:02 PM SGT
Thursday, February 10, 2011
原来
i should get away from facebook soon too.
work is eating me and i've really got no time to even sit down and think about a nicely phrased blogpost.
sigh.
sem2 feels like its short of something.
something's lacking.
or was it because someone was added then?
but well, i guess motivation is lacking.
i dont have the same vigour for school anymore,
as compared to last sem.
i always woke up really early to go to school via bus which took me around 1hour 15mins.
now?
i woke up to just leave my house with an empty stomach and still feeling tired.
where has my motivation gone to?
or was it already held on to that i couldnt find any now?
ya ya ya, okay.
last sem my motivation to school was actually him though i didnt really see him round the school the whole time.
but going to school then was like a thrill.
i
actually hope to see him.
and it moves me to attend school early.
getting to the seats near OCK, got a cup of ice milo, took a novel out to read.
felt enlightened.
and the day after could just be great for me after reading a good and meaningful book.
and of course, thinking whether i would get to meet him by chance walking from northspine to southspine.
just once, its enough.
(im poisoned)
woah.
i want to experience that again.
but,
i just couldnt get up early this sem.
and there's stacking of things for me to do.
argh.
i should really start early,
like now.
off for a bath and then off for school.
reeling with excitement to meet sardine&panda later!
P/S. 原来有些话 不必多说了
work is eating me and i've really got no time to even sit down and think about a nicely phrased blogpost.
sigh.
sem2 feels like its short of something.
something's lacking.
or was it because someone was added then?
but well, i guess motivation is lacking.
i dont have the same vigour for school anymore,
as compared to last sem.
i always woke up really early to go to school via bus which took me around 1hour 15mins.
now?
i woke up to just leave my house with an empty stomach and still feeling tired.
where has my motivation gone to?
or was it already held on to that i couldnt find any now?
ya ya ya, okay.
last sem my motivation to school was actually him though i didnt really see him round the school the whole time.
but going to school then was like a thrill.
i
actually hope to see him.
and it moves me to attend school early.
getting to the seats near OCK, got a cup of ice milo, took a novel out to read.
felt enlightened.
and the day after could just be great for me after reading a good and meaningful book.
and of course, thinking whether i would get to meet him by chance walking from northspine to southspine.
just once, its enough.
(im poisoned)
woah.
i want to experience that again.
but,
i just couldnt get up early this sem.
and there's stacking of things for me to do.
argh.
i should really start early,
like now.
off for a bath and then off for school.
reeling with excitement to meet sardine&panda later!
P/S. 原来有些话 不必多说了
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
独怆然而泣下
年年岁岁花相似 岁岁年年不同人
P/S. http://solidair23.blogspot.com
( sardine, dont click on it. you'll go mad after you enter im sure:)
25 OCTOBER 2010
烟雾，未到浓时
昨天一阵骤雨，把盘桓不到一周的烟雾驱淡。今天早上，再次下雨，空气污染指数已经恢复常态。这几天，媒体上的讨论纷繁，矛头指向这里那里。作为一个弹丸小国，大概也就只能挥舞一下矛头，然后祈祷天降甘霖。
可惜的是，烟雾散得太快，还没有到达浓郁的地步。这种情况之下，无法真正引起危机意识。否则，何尝不是绝佳的国民教育机会？也许，趁着烟雾正浓时，可以马上宣布举行大选。
岛国的天气，永远是摆荡在晴雨之间，两种选择，没有第三项。难怪许多事情总是以二元的方式来理解。非晴即雨，非黑即白，非真即假，非是即非。偶尔来点烟雾，也许可以破解二元思考的简单化。不过，那显然是有代价的。谁要承受这种代价？也许，一方的代价，是另一方的价值。
哦，二元，不一定是一种选择的关系，也可以是一种相对的关系啊。
Posted by 柯思仁
P/S. http://solidair23.blogspot.com
( sardine, dont click on it. you'll go mad after you enter im sure:)
25 OCTOBER 2010
烟雾，未到浓时
昨天一阵骤雨，把盘桓不到一周的烟雾驱淡。今天早上，再次下雨，空气污染指数已经恢复常态。这几天，媒体上的讨论纷繁，矛头指向这里那里。作为一个弹丸小国，大概也就只能挥舞一下矛头，然后祈祷天降甘霖。
可惜的是，烟雾散得太快，还没有到达浓郁的地步。这种情况之下，无法真正引起危机意识。否则，何尝不是绝佳的国民教育机会？也许，趁着烟雾正浓时，可以马上宣布举行大选。
岛国的天气，永远是摆荡在晴雨之间，两种选择，没有第三项。难怪许多事情总是以二元的方式来理解。非晴即雨，非黑即白，非真即假，非是即非。偶尔来点烟雾，也许可以破解二元思考的简单化。不过，那显然是有代价的。谁要承受这种代价？也许，一方的代价，是另一方的价值。
哦，二元，不一定是一种选择的关系，也可以是一种相对的关系啊。
Posted by 柯思仁
Thursday, February 3, 2011
pain is invisible. pain is invincible.
Gemini, if you are experiencing problems with love then it is probable that you have been going about it the wrong way. Your intimate relationship or romantic experiences may be a bit askew at this time, and it is likely setting you on edge. Personal freedom and the need for a little adventure are the issues causing your disconnection. Take some "me time" and do something new and exciting on your own. Prove to yourself that you can still move through the world as an individual and you'll feel far less smothered by your personal relationship. This is a time for you to remember there are two parts to every whole, and you need to take a breather and respect and recognize the needs of each party, including yours.
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
我会疯掉
我们都可以改
只是是否愿意为对方改而已
任他人摆布的生命
过着傀儡般的生活
我不削不希罕拥有
很多时候
害怕的感觉
我会有
有些话
我不会说
有些事
我不会做
有些人
我不会管
但因为这害怕的感觉渐渐茁壮
有些话
我开始说
有些事
我开始做
有些人
我开始管
陶渊明说过
[应尽便须尽，无复独多虑。]
该放弃的始终得放弃
该结束的始终得结束
对
我很悲观的
我很容易就悲观
因为我不知道
这一切
还切实际吗
原本很确定的
原本有把握的
原本有信心的
原来还不确定、没把握、没信心
原来是个假象
原来是个幻想
我就是把复杂的一件事
看得太简单了
为什么我总是这样子
太天真
太无知
太笨
太傻
这个新年
其实没变
跟往年一样
一样不快乐
对我来说
新年
只不过是个习俗
只不过是个节日
只不过是个聚会
但
是否快不快乐
才是最重要的吧
其实有时候想想
一个人
没负担
没抱负
没担当
两个人
有责任
有交代
有寄托
潇洒 也不见了
我还能向往吗
和最在乎的人吵架
是件大事
伤身
伤神
伤心
吵架、别扭、冷战
我都看得很重
我都会哭
因为我不能假装、
不会假装没事发生
也不可能专心做事
难道他可以吗
也说不定
也许也只有我这样罢了
也许
我 也只有我
和他一样
就像希望以前的她也能读这一则
我祈祷他能够看到这一段
但是
读了 看了
又怎样？
又能改变什么？
不想相信也好
不想想像也罢
一切
已经不一样了
对吧？
我
真的会
疯掉。
P/S. 爱 只有简单笔画 却 比想像复杂 恨安定 爱变化
只是是否愿意为对方改而已
任他人摆布的生命
过着傀儡般的生活
我不削不希罕拥有
很多时候
害怕的感觉
我会有
有些话
我不会说
有些事
我不会做
有些人
我不会管
但因为这害怕的感觉渐渐茁壮
有些话
我开始说
有些事
我开始做
有些人
我开始管
陶渊明说过
[应尽便须尽，无复独多虑。]
该放弃的始终得放弃
该结束的始终得结束
对
我很悲观的
我很容易就悲观
因为我不知道
这一切
还切实际吗
原本很确定的
原本有把握的
原本有信心的
原来还不确定、没把握、没信心
原来是个假象
原来是个幻想
我就是把复杂的一件事
看得太简单了
为什么我总是这样子
太天真
太无知
太笨
太傻
这个新年
其实没变
跟往年一样
一样不快乐
对我来说
新年
只不过是个习俗
只不过是个节日
只不过是个聚会
但
是否快不快乐
才是最重要的吧
其实有时候想想
一个人
没负担
没抱负
没担当
两个人
有责任
有交代
有寄托
潇洒 也不见了
我还能向往吗
和最在乎的人吵架
是件大事
伤身
伤神
伤心
吵架、别扭、冷战
我都看得很重
我都会哭
因为我不能假装、
不会假装没事发生
也不可能专心做事
难道他可以吗
也说不定
也许也只有我这样罢了
也许
我 也只有我
和他一样
就像希望以前的她也能读这一则
我祈祷他能够看到这一段
但是
读了 看了
又怎样？
又能改变什么？
不想相信也好
不想想像也罢
一切
已经不一样了
对吧？
我
真的会
疯掉。
P/S. 爱 只有简单笔画 却 比想像复杂 恨安定 爱变化
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
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