你不知道的事.

你不知道我为什么狠下心;
多的是 你不知道的事.


anyway.
cliques today were sitting at cant A and discussing enthusiastically about christ.
this really interest me. totally.
we chatted how lucifer fell, take his form as satan, commandments, how He will let the world fall apart one day(but we shall not know when), praise and worship, believer/follower/child, cult etcetc.
not forgetting 死神少女.

and yes, im particularly excited over the topic of satan.
yes yes, i know we shouldnt challenge and doubt the spiritual influence he will have on us, even at its slightest.
but without the role of satan, we wouldnt worship He as he is.
no?
and though satan acts as the instigator, the mastermind behind all Man's sins, but we cannot deny the fact that human himself have flaws, because He created us so, and therefore, we have ourselves to blame.
and friend will then tell me cause im analysing it with my intellects and not on the spiritual level. haha, agree.
but i find it really interesting and meaningful behind all studies of religions.

will get the bible from friend and read it leisurely after exams.
i dont think im easily convinced and thus convert to one soon.
nah. dont think so.

tired, shall get home soon and then sleep.
friday so not friday.
so disappointed with my french test, fck.
always had to screw up some parts or another.