bikinis, tankinis, martinis.

“But sometimes we’re so focused on finding our happy ending we don’t learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don’t, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn’t include a guy, maybe.. it’s you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is just moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls , broken hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.”


7JULY






我把我的第一次献给了琬娴姐. (shys)
yeah people, i gave my first time to sardine.
my first time to eating pepper lunch.
i got myself the beef set, which is simply awesome!
i just wish i brought along my pre-U card. damn.
so that was after my ntu urine test.
glad that i didnt have to wait for tremendous long time if not i will just age and fall dead there.
slack around jp like loitering souls.
sardine got to go for tuition afterwards and so i met alien.
and damn, i forgotten about belly's nailpolish.
!@#$%^&*
head to starbucks to chill.
as usual, there's everything about guys and her og mate that she's so-not-sure-she's-in-love-with-or-not(-.-)
shared that chocolate fudge cake and she's still niam-ing that she wanna slimdown, get herself collarbone while she enjoys her choco fudge cake there.
(its not helping-.-)
thats why we shared instead. haha!
and the iced mocha is great too:D
though caramel frappe would be better.
head to her home for sleeping bag.
since ages i stepped there again!
its still the same, im glad.
and she showed me everything about her ex's gifts for her etcetc.
it really just reflects how bad she is, what a heartbreaker she is etcetcetc.
the list goes on(-.-)
putting that aside, she tried dl-ing maple for the sake of me! (shys)
but to no avail, as usual.
hope she gets a lappy at her matic fair soon and dl maple(-.-)
so i went off at 530 and bought dinner home for my dear ahma(:
day ended, nice.

met up with sardine today to batok again.
sheer unlucky.
cause mhk guy was not there.
fated huh?
maybe he's studying?????
hope so, seriously.
then there goes my future(:
beginning to find the taste of mhk like my ahma's.
i really like the handmade ones, just like my ahma's.
so now, even if my ahma's gone(choy), i'd found a place that i can reminisce the taste that was once made by my ahma.
head to westmall for digesting process.
bought a brightred nailpolish, a necklace, pens.
reeling with excitement for my blogshop tops!!!!!
mad happy just by waiting luh.
home-sweet-home!


“We all go through the world wondering if we are doing alright, if we are measuring up, if we are making a difference in the proper kind of way. We’re never sure; we hope we are, but we’re never sure. And then out of no where, sometimes, we find out.”

we'll find out someday, somehow.