TIRED,EXHAUSTED.
SHAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG TTM. T.T
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Sunday, July 25, 2010
incursio.
It’s amazing. Some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changed the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they dont know it, it still happens.
sometimes if im unhappy, please do not be too stunned.
im naturally hot-tempered.
though my surname speaks otherwise.
do not blame yourself, im just angry with me self.
dont take it to heart, do not worry.
yesterday is still a success nonetheless.
im bloated,tired and excited ttm!!
24JUL
P/S. bye earthlings!
Even now, I believe for the most part, love is about choices. It’s about putting down the poison and the dagger and making your own happy ending, most of the time. And that sometimes, despite all your best choices and all your best intentions, fate wins anyway.
sometimes if im unhappy, please do not be too stunned.
im naturally hot-tempered.
though my surname speaks otherwise.
do not blame yourself, im just angry with me self.
dont take it to heart, do not worry.
yesterday is still a success nonetheless.
im bloated,tired and excited ttm!!
24JUL
P/S. bye earthlings!
Even now, I believe for the most part, love is about choices. It’s about putting down the poison and the dagger and making your own happy ending, most of the time. And that sometimes, despite all your best choices and all your best intentions, fate wins anyway.
Friday, July 23, 2010
me [us] against the world.
i think this will be the last, if not last few times of update before i head for my ntucafoc. im reeling with excitement, i predict that i wont be able to shut my eyes and sleep on sunday night.
i guess sunday's dinner out will be both a farewell dinner to both my bro&me.
well, if i see highly of myself, it would be for this family.
(okay la, sound so bad, it wil be luh.)
i've packed most of the things in that rooster brand bag of mine. i remembered fondly hunting for such bags for the commencement of my jc life, hahaha.
then for my sneakers too. i dont understand why i bought black instead of colours like red,green,brown...
life in jc started out..hmm.
bored, lonely, miserable, fake plastic smiles and really the gong gong dai dai look. i guess all the seniors must have laugh passing me looking at my (-.-) really noob face.
then later on found out that actually literature class was actually a secret hideout for s28(because most of our lit.class consist of...s28??)
i found my close friends there too.
our lit. werent the most fantastic i can assure you that.
but alas, ask around, we've made a name for ourselves, for our class in s28.
we've got proud A lit students:D:D
thats really sort of..unexpected though(-.-)
ohh, and how can we forget about our gp-hideous-pitch tutor??
seriously till now, my perspective on her wouldnt change.
and never will i guess.
i simply abhor her accussations and maligns on us.
its etched in my mind and i cant seems to forgive her whenever i fall back on that nightmare of ours.
math tutor has nothing to comment about, im neutral towards her.
then, here comes the interesting part.
our civics tutor.
(sigh x infintie times)
what can i still complain about life after having such a civics cum physics tutor?
(sigh)
oh ya, & i joined some club in jc cause i thought i wanted to focus more on studies but it looks like it doesnt help me. haha.
so it looks all boring and helpless up till this point of my update, yet.
but what makes my jc life the best out of everything?
its my friends, my classmates, our s28.
the crappings in class during math lessons can send our tutor laughing her head off.
the black faces and doodlings in gp lessons can send guys from the back row to the front, amazingly, which didnt really help. there were just more colour faces, none other than black?
the silence and fear instilled by lit tutor, interestingly is what keeps us awake; the hynotising and melodious voice by another lit tutor is ironically, one that made us trying to stay awake.
PE was although always running, running and more running, i love pe most cause i dont have to use any of my brain to do pe, and there was basketball team s28.
the usual clique to stay back every other day just to have fun with bball.
then comes the mugging part in various parts of school and cck.
dusk study in mac, night study in sch/cck library/northvale etcetc.
everything just for alevels, well, at least on the surface it does seems like for As.
then graduation day came, and we were left to fend for our own for the last battle of the evil monster call "damn A-Levels".
prom night.
then 8months of holidays after that.
results day came. people cried, people numbed, people sought help, people found their way, people naturally had their way in life.
but what doesnt tear us apart is what makes us stronger.
at least we passed that phase of our life!
cherished what we have, its what most important right now.
i hope the steamboat this saturday could gel our cliques into something more hardy and strong.
i would not say its a class gathering, cause, if i continue to rant, im afraid i would go out of my hand to the extent of defaming some of our classmates and just simply tarnish the good name i have just established for s28 above. lol.
its just a mini gathering with some close friends in a larger grouping, thats all.
&& i hope i dont only enjoy the good food, especially crabs, but also the great companies.
i'll be waiting.
so jc life has officially ended.
another phase of our life is just beginning.
its a leap for us, definitely.
girls head for uni, guys for army.
what the future lies, what obstacles are there for us to fight, we dont have to figure that out.
things will just lay its path for us and there's always a way.
dont try too hard to be successful in life.
but dont lose yourself too.
i believe we'll all be something great one day.
thats what we strive for all these while.
to quote my fav. from kris allen:"break every rules cause there's nothing between you and your dreams."
embrace.
sooo, university, here i come!
P/S.nothing could come between us.
21JUL
22JUL
i guess sunday's dinner out will be both a farewell dinner to both my bro&me.
well, if i see highly of myself, it would be for this family.
(okay la, sound so bad, it wil be luh.)
i've packed most of the things in that rooster brand bag of mine. i remembered fondly hunting for such bags for the commencement of my jc life, hahaha.
then for my sneakers too. i dont understand why i bought black instead of colours like red,green,brown...
life in jc started out..hmm.
bored, lonely, miserable, fake plastic smiles and really the gong gong dai dai look. i guess all the seniors must have laugh passing me looking at my (-.-) really noob face.
then later on found out that actually literature class was actually a secret hideout for s28(because most of our lit.class consist of...s28??)
i found my close friends there too.
our lit. werent the most fantastic i can assure you that.
but alas, ask around, we've made a name for ourselves, for our class in s28.
we've got proud A lit students:D:D
thats really sort of..unexpected though(-.-)
ohh, and how can we forget about our gp-hideous-pitch tutor??
seriously till now, my perspective on her wouldnt change.
and never will i guess.
i simply abhor her accussations and maligns on us.
its etched in my mind and i cant seems to forgive her whenever i fall back on that nightmare of ours.
math tutor has nothing to comment about, im neutral towards her.
then, here comes the interesting part.
our civics tutor.
(sigh x infintie times)
what can i still complain about life after having such a civics cum physics tutor?
(sigh)
oh ya, & i joined some club in jc cause i thought i wanted to focus more on studies but it looks like it doesnt help me. haha.
so it looks all boring and helpless up till this point of my update, yet.
but what makes my jc life the best out of everything?
its my friends, my classmates, our s28.
the crappings in class during math lessons can send our tutor laughing her head off.
the black faces and doodlings in gp lessons can send guys from the back row to the front, amazingly, which didnt really help. there were just more colour faces, none other than black?
the silence and fear instilled by lit tutor, interestingly is what keeps us awake; the hynotising and melodious voice by another lit tutor is ironically, one that made us trying to stay awake.
PE was although always running, running and more running, i love pe most cause i dont have to use any of my brain to do pe, and there was basketball team s28.
the usual clique to stay back every other day just to have fun with bball.
then comes the mugging part in various parts of school and cck.
dusk study in mac, night study in sch/cck library/northvale etcetc.
everything just for alevels, well, at least on the surface it does seems like for As.
then graduation day came, and we were left to fend for our own for the last battle of the evil monster call "damn A-Levels".
prom night.
then 8months of holidays after that.
results day came. people cried, people numbed, people sought help, people found their way, people naturally had their way in life.
but what doesnt tear us apart is what makes us stronger.
at least we passed that phase of our life!
cherished what we have, its what most important right now.
i hope the steamboat this saturday could gel our cliques into something more hardy and strong.
i would not say its a class gathering, cause, if i continue to rant, im afraid i would go out of my hand to the extent of defaming some of our classmates and just simply tarnish the good name i have just established for s28 above. lol.
its just a mini gathering with some close friends in a larger grouping, thats all.
&& i hope i dont only enjoy the good food, especially crabs, but also the great companies.
i'll be waiting.
so jc life has officially ended.
another phase of our life is just beginning.
its a leap for us, definitely.
girls head for uni, guys for army.
what the future lies, what obstacles are there for us to fight, we dont have to figure that out.
things will just lay its path for us and there's always a way.
dont try too hard to be successful in life.
but dont lose yourself too.
i believe we'll all be something great one day.
thats what we strive for all these while.
to quote my fav. from kris allen:"break every rules cause there's nothing between you and your dreams."
embrace.
sooo, university, here i come!
P/S.nothing could come between us.
21JUL
22JUL
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
10000 fleas marching.
its just a random phrase.
isnt that cute??!
:D
im going to clubbing for camp!!!
mad excited.
alien warned me not to be grind by guys.
i thought that was a privilege(LOL. i think she's gonna smack me when she sees this)
but well, i will try to protect myself(-.-)
no other options.
and i hope it would be a wednesday, then it would be ladies night.
alright, im mad excited!
meeting alien tmr.
its supposed to be a long date but damn, last minute tuition.
i had none today, woke up late and told the parent that im sick :X
hahaha.
the second one was shifted to tomorrow 6pm cause her damn daughter went to science centre.
yet to buy all the gifts i promised my tutees.
still in debt.
damn broke.
madness.
im only hectic in my financial situation(-.-)
P/S. after tonight, 4more days!
NTU CAC FOC Camp Details
From: Lin Yuehong (lin.yuehong@gmail.com)
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HELLO!!!!
Next monday will be the beginning of camp!! excited?? hahaha. As mentioned over the phone yesterday , you are in the OG Ingram of House Kirin. =] Just a few things to note to get you all prepped up for camp!
1) Please report at Boon Lay MRT control station at 10am on 26th July. We will be waiting there!
2) If you had made payment via ATM transfer, please remember to bring your receipt on the first day!
3) I have attached the To- Bring list along with this email. Do remember to bring sleeping bag, medication, handphone charger as well as a gift for your Secret Partner (not more than $10). Remember to bring a set of presentable attire as we will be having a grand dinner and heading for clubbing!
4) On the first day of camp, 26 July is our "Wear your school PE tee-shirt" day! Kindly come dressed in your school's PE tee! It will be fun!
5) Our house color is YELLOW and so remember to bring a tee shirt in our house colour, we will be wearing it on one of the days!
6) Anything unclear, feel free to call me at 97361310, I will also be sending you emails so do check it for updates! =]
Also, the packing list can be found at our website www.ntucacfoc.com under the FAQs sections.
In the meantime, rest well and keep yourself healthy before camp!!
Looking forward to seeing all of you next monday! See you there!
Cheers from one of your very excited OGL!
Yuehong
isnt that cute??!
:D
im going to clubbing for camp!!!
mad excited.
alien warned me not to be grind by guys.
i thought that was a privilege(LOL. i think she's gonna smack me when she sees this)
but well, i will try to protect myself(-.-)
no other options.
and i hope it would be a wednesday, then it would be ladies night.
alright, im mad excited!
meeting alien tmr.
its supposed to be a long date but damn, last minute tuition.
i had none today, woke up late and told the parent that im sick :X
hahaha.
the second one was shifted to tomorrow 6pm cause her damn daughter went to science centre.
yet to buy all the gifts i promised my tutees.
still in debt.
damn broke.
madness.
im only hectic in my financial situation(-.-)
P/S. after tonight, 4more days!
NTU CAC FOC Camp Details
From: Lin Yuehong (lin.yuehong@gmail.com)
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Sent: 20 July 2010 17: 41PM
To: cassia.lmt@gmail.com; yvonnetmx@gmail.com; junekoh07@hotmail.com; victoria249@hotmail.com; shirlynnxu91@hotmail.com; giacinta88@hotmail.com; vinette88@hotmail.com
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HELLO!!!!
Next monday will be the beginning of camp!! excited?? hahaha. As mentioned over the phone yesterday , you are in the OG Ingram of House Kirin. =] Just a few things to note to get you all prepped up for camp!
1) Please report at Boon Lay MRT control station at 10am on 26th July. We will be waiting there!
2) If you had made payment via ATM transfer, please remember to bring your receipt on the first day!
3) I have attached the To- Bring list along with this email. Do remember to bring sleeping bag, medication, handphone charger as well as a gift for your Secret Partner (not more than $10). Remember to bring a set of presentable attire as we will be having a grand dinner and heading for clubbing!
4) On the first day of camp, 26 July is our "Wear your school PE tee-shirt" day! Kindly come dressed in your school's PE tee! It will be fun!
5) Our house color is YELLOW and so remember to bring a tee shirt in our house colour, we will be wearing it on one of the days!
6) Anything unclear, feel free to call me at 97361310, I will also be sending you emails so do check it for updates! =]
Also, the packing list can be found at our website www.ntucacfoc.com under the FAQs sections.
In the meantime, rest well and keep yourself healthy before camp!!
Looking forward to seeing all of you next monday! See you there!
Cheers from one of your very excited OGL!
Yuehong
live our dreams. (fly our flags-.-)
been busy with tuition.
but i dont get the hectic life leh.
why huh??
it seems that im still as free and slack.
lols.
on a cheery note: 5more days to ntucacfoc. apparently, im in different og as my friend. &she's in the legendary dragon house(bahamut) while im in the legendary unicorn house(kirin).
one less friend in the same og means one new friend gained. so its not toooooo bad, afterall.
p/s. my ogl seems to be a guy. hope not nerd one pleaseeeeeeeeee.
but i dont get the hectic life leh.
why huh??
it seems that im still as free and slack.
lols.
on a cheery note: 5more days to ntucacfoc. apparently, im in different og as my friend. &she's in the legendary dragon house(bahamut) while im in the legendary unicorn house(kirin).
one less friend in the same og means one new friend gained. so its not toooooo bad, afterall.
p/s. my ogl seems to be a guy. hope not nerd one pleaseeeeeeeeee.
Sunday, July 18, 2010
BFF (L)
as my desktop is pretty much not on form like me, I'm gonna update yesterday later on!
it was really a fantastic day/event!
* * *
met up with oldfriend at jp's mac @1045am.
freak early, but i was freak excited too!
saw flarel baby, she grown up again!
so like her daddy i must say.
&oldfriend's husband looks like he gained more weight afterall.
damn. haha.
so i handed them flarel baby's one-year-old present.
a sweet red cherry dangling dress.
i bet she must have love that?
hope so!
and oldfriend asked me to be her godmummy!
glad to too!!
but flarel's really really naughty ttm.
dont wanna me to carry her, evil imp.
so off to meet alien after oldfriend headed for her precious family day.
im so proud of myself.
im good.
i could actually remember alien's home despite just going there once.
but well, tuition trained it all.
so collected most of my blogtops.
actually its supposed to turn out well, but one of the navy romper i just cant fit in!
DAMN LUH.
hope some rescue star could save me from this disaster.
but nonetheless, the other four are (L).
headed to jp for lunch @pizzahut.
alien avoided her class mini outing like hell.
really like criminal playing hide-&-seek with police.
but well, she didnt really met them.
went to artbox, and got ourselves a cardholder.
its the simpsons' maggie.
sucking on her pacifier.
dumb dumb, but i like!
realised alien and i got ourselves 2tops in common, plus this darn cute cardholder.
intend to slot it with our matriculation card and consession card.
well, it cost 3.90$.
not really cheap you see!
will really take care cause i simply adore it!
home-sweet-home after a full tummy and bag full of clothes.
bro's falling in at 7pm later on.
which means that we are having dinner out, having good food again!
i always look forward to what im going to have for dinner every sunday(:
seriously, i dont want anything to change my life now.
i love my current life.
dont you?
dont you know fellow relationship with people are usually fragile and brittle?
how do you try to maintain and upkeep them?
phoning? meetups?
i guess we need similar thinking and chemistry too.
like what she say, thoughts are the fastest-everchanging thing.
to have similar thinking, its difficult.
too difficult.
to have similar characters, its even more tough.
to agree with one another, you need time, it takes time.
we endure the test, and hopefully be sure that we both passed them together.
cheers to our 7years of friendship.
& counting.
June,
You will discover that it pays after all to be diplomatic. Someone let you down recently but you kept your head up, and now you are getting not only support and kudos, but offers of help and opportunities that you might not have gotten if you had not faced this challenge so gracefully.
it was really a fantastic day/event!
* * *
met up with oldfriend at jp's mac @1045am.
freak early, but i was freak excited too!
saw flarel baby, she grown up again!
so like her daddy i must say.
&oldfriend's husband looks like he gained more weight afterall.
damn. haha.
so i handed them flarel baby's one-year-old present.
a sweet red cherry dangling dress.
i bet she must have love that?
hope so!
and oldfriend asked me to be her godmummy!
glad to too!!
but flarel's really really naughty ttm.
dont wanna me to carry her, evil imp.
so off to meet alien after oldfriend headed for her precious family day.
im so proud of myself.
im good.
i could actually remember alien's home despite just going there once.
but well, tuition trained it all.
so collected most of my blogtops.
actually its supposed to turn out well, but one of the navy romper i just cant fit in!
DAMN LUH.
hope some rescue star could save me from this disaster.
but nonetheless, the other four are (L).
headed to jp for lunch @pizzahut.
alien avoided her class mini outing like hell.
really like criminal playing hide-&-seek with police.
but well, she didnt really met them.
went to artbox, and got ourselves a cardholder.
its the simpsons' maggie.
sucking on her pacifier.
dumb dumb, but i like!
realised alien and i got ourselves 2tops in common, plus this darn cute cardholder.
intend to slot it with our matriculation card and consession card.
well, it cost 3.90$.
not really cheap you see!
will really take care cause i simply adore it!
home-sweet-home after a full tummy and bag full of clothes.
bro's falling in at 7pm later on.
which means that we are having dinner out, having good food again!
i always look forward to what im going to have for dinner every sunday(:
seriously, i dont want anything to change my life now.
i love my current life.
dont you?
dont you know fellow relationship with people are usually fragile and brittle?
how do you try to maintain and upkeep them?
phoning? meetups?
i guess we need similar thinking and chemistry too.
like what she say, thoughts are the fastest-everchanging thing.
to have similar thinking, its difficult.
too difficult.
to have similar characters, its even more tough.
to agree with one another, you need time, it takes time.
we endure the test, and hopefully be sure that we both passed them together.
cheers to our 7years of friendship.
& counting.
June,
You will discover that it pays after all to be diplomatic. Someone let you down recently but you kept your head up, and now you are getting not only support and kudos, but offers of help and opportunities that you might not have gotten if you had not faced this challenge so gracefully.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
nothing describe better.
'i dont understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. how pictures never change but the people in them do. how your best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns out to be your best friend. how forever turns into a few short months that you'd do anything to get it back. how you can let go of something you once said you couldnt live without. how even though you know something is best for you, it just hurts the same. how the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. how people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. how people can erase you from their lives just because its easier than working things out.'
tell me again, how true this is.
I WOKE UP AT 7.15AM JUST TO TURN UP FOR MY HAIRCUT APPT.
MADNESS.
but i (L) it!
im feeling drained now.
rush to lot1 for dian xiao er for dinner.
time clocked: 9pm.
always having late dinner, unhealthy.
i love the fish maw soup!!
i love soupppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp.
so loiter in lot1 for awhile.
bro had a craving for minitoon sweets so we bought around 180g(?) for 2$.
one of the sweet we chose was really grotesque.
(LOL)
ate it all nonetheless.
home-sweet-home.
transfer camp fees to ntucacfoc organizing team.
i got to collect and pack my things now!
countdown to cacfoc: 9days.
P/S. meeting alien and oldfriend tmr! freakkkkkkk excited, like srsly(-.-) dying of one heart attack already! collecting 5tops tmr! && i ordered another 2pieces, again. damn. im really a bad influence?? HAHA.
tell me again, how true this is.
I WOKE UP AT 7.15AM JUST TO TURN UP FOR MY HAIRCUT APPT.
MADNESS.
but i (L) it!
im feeling drained now.
rush to lot1 for dian xiao er for dinner.
time clocked: 9pm.
always having late dinner, unhealthy.
i love the fish maw soup!!
i love soupppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp.
so loiter in lot1 for awhile.
bro had a craving for minitoon sweets so we bought around 180g(?) for 2$.
one of the sweet we chose was really grotesque.
(LOL)
ate it all nonetheless.
home-sweet-home.
transfer camp fees to ntucacfoc organizing team.
i got to collect and pack my things now!
countdown to cacfoc: 9days.
P/S. meeting alien and oldfriend tmr! freakkkkkkk excited, like srsly(-.-) dying of one heart attack already! collecting 5tops tmr! && i ordered another 2pieces, again. damn. im really a bad influence?? HAHA.
Friday, July 16, 2010
see but never looking, out.
some people are obviously much luckier than others.
for some, they fell in love, they fell out of love. and then they fell in love and pretty much stay that way for the rest of their lives.
or for people like myself, they fall in love, they go blind straight, they fell out of love. and then they never really want to taste the feeling of heartaches anymore, they fear love. gradually. perpetually.
but what's ironic is, they do yearn the feeling of being loved, because that's the feeling of bliss and bless.
like what love is connotate to as a rose(or vice versa), love is never always peaches and cream. and I would rather know that my rose is blue in color instead of red. my love should be cool and steady, instead of fiery hot and passionate and then not last.
very funny, but yes. that's for me.
why I say that some people are obviously luckier than us(or rather, me) because they got spoilt for choice and not see that the one is right and exact standing at their front, holding their hands, compromising, loving them wholeheartedly.
people tend to go for novelty, or else wise intended for most guys, they shut all their senses towards the one who really fork out their time&effort to love them.
how blind, tell me.
to reply sardine's:
"don't waste the pretty."-(he's not so into you)
someday you'll find your rightful knight-in-shining-armor when the time's ripe.
that is if you believe in fairytales or fables.
for some, they fell in love, they fell out of love. and then they fell in love and pretty much stay that way for the rest of their lives.
or for people like myself, they fall in love, they go blind straight, they fell out of love. and then they never really want to taste the feeling of heartaches anymore, they fear love. gradually. perpetually.
but what's ironic is, they do yearn the feeling of being loved, because that's the feeling of bliss and bless.
like what love is connotate to as a rose(or vice versa), love is never always peaches and cream. and I would rather know that my rose is blue in color instead of red. my love should be cool and steady, instead of fiery hot and passionate and then not last.
very funny, but yes. that's for me.
why I say that some people are obviously luckier than us(or rather, me) because they got spoilt for choice and not see that the one is right and exact standing at their front, holding their hands, compromising, loving them wholeheartedly.
people tend to go for novelty, or else wise intended for most guys, they shut all their senses towards the one who really fork out their time&effort to love them.
how blind, tell me.
to reply sardine's:
"don't waste the pretty."-(he's not so into you)
someday you'll find your rightful knight-in-shining-armor when the time's ripe.
that is if you believe in fairytales or fables.
Monday, July 12, 2010
bikinis, tankinis, martinis.
“But sometimes we’re so focused on finding our happy ending we don’t learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don’t, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn’t include a guy, maybe.. it’s you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is just moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls , broken hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.”
7JULY
我把我的第一次献给了琬娴姐. (shys)
yeah people, i gave my first time to sardine.
my first time to eating pepper lunch.
i got myself the beef set, which is simply awesome!
i just wish i brought along my pre-U card. damn.
so that was after my ntu urine test.
glad that i didnt have to wait for tremendous long time if not i will just age and fall dead there.
slack around jp like loitering souls.
sardine got to go for tuition afterwards and so i met alien.
and damn, i forgotten about belly's nailpolish.
!@#$%^&*
head to starbucks to chill.
as usual, there's everything about guys and her og mate that she's so-not-sure-she's-in-love-with-or-not(-.-)
shared that chocolate fudge cake and she's still niam-ing that she wanna slimdown, get herself collarbone while she enjoys her choco fudge cake there.
(its not helping-.-)
thats why we shared instead. haha!
and the iced mocha is great too:D
though caramel frappe would be better.
head to her home for sleeping bag.
since ages i stepped there again!
its still the same, im glad.
and she showed me everything about her ex's gifts for her etcetc.
it really just reflects how bad she is, what a heartbreaker she is etcetcetc.
the list goes on(-.-)
putting that aside, she tried dl-ing maple for the sake of me! (shys)
but to no avail, as usual.
hope she gets a lappy at her matic fair soon and dl maple(-.-)
so i went off at 530 and bought dinner home for my dear ahma(:
day ended, nice.
met up with sardine today to batok again.
sheer unlucky.
cause mhk guy was not there.
fated huh?
maybe he's studying?????
hope so, seriously.
then there goes my future(:
beginning to find the taste of mhk like my ahma's.
i really like the handmade ones, just like my ahma's.
so now, even if my ahma's gone(choy), i'd found a place that i can reminisce the taste that was once made by my ahma.
head to westmall for digesting process.
bought a brightred nailpolish, a necklace, pens.
reeling with excitement for my blogshop tops!!!!!
mad happy just by waiting luh.
home-sweet-home!
“We all go through the world wondering if we are doing alright, if we are measuring up, if we are making a difference in the proper kind of way. We’re never sure; we hope we are, but we’re never sure. And then out of no where, sometimes, we find out.”
we'll find out someday, somehow.
7JULY
我把我的第一次献给了琬娴姐. (shys)
yeah people, i gave my first time to sardine.
my first time to eating pepper lunch.
i got myself the beef set, which is simply awesome!
i just wish i brought along my pre-U card. damn.
so that was after my ntu urine test.
glad that i didnt have to wait for tremendous long time if not i will just age and fall dead there.
slack around jp like loitering souls.
sardine got to go for tuition afterwards and so i met alien.
and damn, i forgotten about belly's nailpolish.
!@#$%^&*
head to starbucks to chill.
as usual, there's everything about guys and her og mate that she's so-not-sure-she's-in-love-with-or-not(-.-)
shared that chocolate fudge cake and she's still niam-ing that she wanna slimdown, get herself collarbone while she enjoys her choco fudge cake there.
(its not helping-.-)
thats why we shared instead. haha!
and the iced mocha is great too:D
though caramel frappe would be better.
head to her home for sleeping bag.
since ages i stepped there again!
its still the same, im glad.
and she showed me everything about her ex's gifts for her etcetc.
it really just reflects how bad she is, what a heartbreaker she is etcetcetc.
the list goes on(-.-)
putting that aside, she tried dl-ing maple for the sake of me! (shys)
but to no avail, as usual.
hope she gets a lappy at her matic fair soon and dl maple(-.-)
so i went off at 530 and bought dinner home for my dear ahma(:
day ended, nice.
met up with sardine today to batok again.
sheer unlucky.
cause mhk guy was not there.
fated huh?
maybe he's studying?????
hope so, seriously.
then there goes my future(:
beginning to find the taste of mhk like my ahma's.
i really like the handmade ones, just like my ahma's.
so now, even if my ahma's gone(choy), i'd found a place that i can reminisce the taste that was once made by my ahma.
head to westmall for digesting process.
bought a brightred nailpolish, a necklace, pens.
reeling with excitement for my blogshop tops!!!!!
mad happy just by waiting luh.
home-sweet-home!
“We all go through the world wondering if we are doing alright, if we are measuring up, if we are making a difference in the proper kind of way. We’re never sure; we hope we are, but we’re never sure. And then out of no where, sometimes, we find out.”
we'll find out someday, somehow.
in the midst, of everything. of you.
I can either forget about everything and live happily ever after with him. Forgive and forget that he lied, continue being sweet and holding his hand. It would be perfect, no worries, secrets told, perfect right?
Or.
I can learn from this and eventhough it kills me to see him everyday, I’d tell myself I deserve better.
via katcutyourtongue
Saturday, July 10, 2010
its the time to make mistakes.
eclispe made my butt go wooh~
haha. its really more of romance than the battle against newborn and vampire&werewolves.
thus, im really not :) about its plot etcetc.
MORE OF ROMANCE LUH. DAMN.
alright, soooo nice sardine accompanied me for my darn late dinner, was like having faint gastric signs already, at lot1.
our dear cy came like 10minutes earlier before the movie shows.
then sardine parted, she's really good i must say.
so me and cy went to buy the tics, and sat beside a couple(-.-) damn.
separated by a seat onlyyyyy.
there were loads of couples i dont deny.
haha, cy was nice too.
he treat me to the movies. (which is really a joke on my part, i really didnt see that coming, for real.)
so we were both stucked at our seats for pure straight 2hours, looking at numerous kissing scenes.
thats why i say its a romantic plot than action.
some of the vampires are MORE charming than the lead vampire, our dear robert pattinson.
and the really rash-red eyes, astonishing!
there were some laughters here and there, which really add humour to the not-so-action-movie.
movie ended, home he sent.
to save on the really not so cheap transport, i decided to walk home.
didnt know that he would walk me back too.
which was really nice?
haha. so there goes our chatting, laughing(mostly on my part), hitting.
i really love the night sky, dark sky.
even if there was no one to walk me home with, no one to accompany me back home,
i love to experience that lone-walking-day home at late night.
& we saw NR3, i hope i could take one of those home someday too.
yeah, so he sent me to my lift and farewell!
home sweet home, hope he had a safe journey back home too.
cause i cant run as fast as edward does. haha.
time clocked: 12.13am
P/S. predators not as appealing i heard:/
haha. its really more of romance than the battle against newborn and vampire&werewolves.
thus, im really not :) about its plot etcetc.
MORE OF ROMANCE LUH. DAMN.
alright, soooo nice sardine accompanied me for my darn late dinner, was like having faint gastric signs already, at lot1.
our dear cy came like 10minutes earlier before the movie shows.
then sardine parted, she's really good i must say.
so me and cy went to buy the tics, and sat beside a couple(-.-) damn.
separated by a seat onlyyyyy.
there were loads of couples i dont deny.
haha, cy was nice too.
he treat me to the movies. (which is really a joke on my part, i really didnt see that coming, for real.)
so we were both stucked at our seats for pure straight 2hours, looking at numerous kissing scenes.
thats why i say its a romantic plot than action.
some of the vampires are MORE charming than the lead vampire, our dear robert pattinson.
and the really rash-red eyes, astonishing!
there were some laughters here and there, which really add humour to the not-so-action-movie.
movie ended, home he sent.
to save on the really not so cheap transport, i decided to walk home.
didnt know that he would walk me back too.
which was really nice?
haha. so there goes our chatting, laughing(mostly on my part), hitting.
i really love the night sky, dark sky.
even if there was no one to walk me home with, no one to accompany me back home,
i love to experience that lone-walking-day home at late night.
& we saw NR3, i hope i could take one of those home someday too.
yeah, so he sent me to my lift and farewell!
home sweet home, hope he had a safe journey back home too.
cause i cant run as fast as edward does. haha.
time clocked: 12.13am
P/S. predators not as appealing i heard:/
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
time cloaked in shame.
how people's emotions could influence me, aload.
&& mapling makes me emo wtf.
i feel fcked up now.
FML.
"i think i know what you're going to say. after your life-changing journey, you found that you really didnt want what you thought you wanted. what you wanted was inside you all along."
-Squidward Tentacles
&& mapling makes me emo wtf.
i feel fcked up now.
FML.
"i think i know what you're going to say. after your life-changing journey, you found that you really didnt want what you thought you wanted. what you wanted was inside you all along."
-Squidward Tentacles
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
was it grief or guilt?
"See that girl? Yeah, she’s the one who stuck up for you, the one who stayed up til’ midnight just to talk to you. She’s the one whose heart flutters when she gets a call or text from you, the one who says Good morning every time she gets the opportunity, and the one who prays she’ll get a chance to say Goodnight. Boy, she’s the one who fought for you, the one that missed you and loved you. But by the time you realise that she’s the girl you want, she’ll already be with the guy who figured it out." (via jealousykills-thru bubblylaughterz)
THE MILKTEA @BUGIS IS FREAK NICE.
FCK YEAH.
another spot for nice milktea :D
ntu urine test tmr.
mad early, a timing i set. dont wanna wait for another 1.5h like the last trip down.
im totally broke. bought a tee in bugis just now.
im really damn broke ttm.
haiya, sigh.
days w/o money suck.
i saw shuran today on the train, next cabin to mine.
i met an NTU guy admitting into HSS too out of nowhere.(aquainted though)
i got to return ahkoh's 10$.
i need my tuition money to come fast.
i have to eat mhk @batok.
P/S. should i dl maple? && I WANT GO SHOPPING.
THE MILKTEA @BUGIS IS FREAK NICE.
FCK YEAH.
another spot for nice milktea :D
ntu urine test tmr.
mad early, a timing i set. dont wanna wait for another 1.5h like the last trip down.
im totally broke. bought a tee in bugis just now.
im really damn broke ttm.
haiya, sigh.
days w/o money suck.
i saw shuran today on the train, next cabin to mine.
i met an NTU guy admitting into HSS too out of nowhere.(aquainted though)
i got to return ahkoh's 10$.
i need my tuition money to come fast.
i have to eat mhk @batok.
P/S. should i dl maple? && I WANT GO SHOPPING.
Saturday, July 3, 2010
let go of what hurts you & hold on to what keeps you breathing.
As you grow up you learn that promises can be broken as quickly as when they were made & sometimes goodbyes are really forever.
dont you agree?
yeah, guess who's on my mind now.
okays.
it doesnt matter whether he's attached or not,
its just fun patronizing his stall and eat the handmade mee hoon kuey (which is really rare i feel.)
hahaha.
i know its not going to bloom into anything or whatever too.
but it may be possible just being his..friend?
okay. not really possible now i think of it.
we're just strangers. (lol)
so yeah.
today i brought sardine to see him.
and patronize his food.
and i saw he was the one preparing and cooking!
which is really..*drools*
how many guys can cook???!
i knew one. alright, two.
one is my bro, another is sq.
the rest?
*shake head profusely
there! i found another one.
how lovely.
i hope i dream of him tonight.
haha! *prays
sardine says he doesnt look abit si wen and all etcetc.
he even look gothic she commented!
hahahahahaha. in whatever ways, i dont see it!
he's still (L).
i hope i could be his friend laaaaaaaaaa.
dreads.
its so hard to get to know strangers.
is it??
i need more meetups!
i need timbre and clubbings!
i need food!
i need HK dramas!
i need makeup remover!
i need sleep!
i need my life, badly.
and most importantly, i feel like going to mhk guy's stall every single day. fck.
OH. forgotten to mention.
dyed hair to ash mahogany brown, which is mad obvious under sun.
simply love it though!
P/S. 22more days to CACFOC! freak excited.
rainy day, empty street.
dont you agree?
yeah, guess who's on my mind now.
okays.
it doesnt matter whether he's attached or not,
its just fun patronizing his stall and eat the handmade mee hoon kuey (which is really rare i feel.)
hahaha.
i know its not going to bloom into anything or whatever too.
but it may be possible just being his..friend?
okay. not really possible now i think of it.
we're just strangers. (lol)
so yeah.
today i brought sardine to see him.
and patronize his food.
and i saw he was the one preparing and cooking!
which is really..*drools*
how many guys can cook???!
i knew one. alright, two.
one is my bro, another is sq.
the rest?
*shake head profusely
there! i found another one.
how lovely.
i hope i dream of him tonight.
haha! *prays
sardine says he doesnt look abit si wen and all etcetc.
he even look gothic she commented!
hahahahahaha. in whatever ways, i dont see it!
he's still (L).
i hope i could be his friend laaaaaaaaaa.
dreads.
its so hard to get to know strangers.
is it??
i need more meetups!
i need timbre and clubbings!
i need food!
i need HK dramas!
i need makeup remover!
i need sleep!
i need my life, badly.
and most importantly, i feel like going to mhk guy's stall every single day. fck.
OH. forgotten to mention.
dyed hair to ash mahogany brown, which is mad obvious under sun.
simply love it though!
P/S. 22more days to CACFOC! freak excited.
rainy day, empty street.
Thursday, July 1, 2010
when nothing to him just really means nothing at all.
train-ed/bus-ed to SIM to accompany panda for her 4h break, along with sardine.
which i really think its a waste of time.
if not she could have left for home after 6h of lecture from 830am.
but well, i wonder how uni life would be in NTU.
cause looking at SIM's, there's all kinds of people;
all kinds of behaviour, characters, appearances etcetc.
and people do smoke, boys&girls.
well, that doesnt really bothers me.
its just that, uni is so huge.
uni life is even larger.
and i dont really know how to start socialising and start blending in into groups.
then i realised im starting to worry like panda does.
but not over-worry.
its just that jumpy feeling you feel when everything's unfamiliar and stranger to you in a new environment and all.
and especially you know that you are alone, ever.
(no matter what others promised you in the past. sometimes its easy to lie but difficult to see through. thats all.)
but whatsoever, we must be strong.
in studies, in friendships, in love, in life.
like the sayings goes: its not the fact that we fall but how we pick/brace ourselves whenever we fall. (and into the pit all the more.)
never underestimate your will,
and your ability to accept life as it is.
because its just human to feel sad, depress and hurt,
yet all the more we should pick ourselves up and never let others see through us before we do to others.
there's nothing more important than being true to yourself, and being you.
retain that pinch of happiness in your self.
"He broke up with you, right? After telling you he loved you and calling you pet names like baby and cutie? Yeah, I know he lavished you in compliments, only to put himself down so you would stroke his fake low ego. Did he tell you that you were beautiful? I bet he promised you a personalized song. Or maybe he’d always mention how he was lying in bed and wished you were there. He dragged “I love you” out of you, didn’t he? Yeah, don’t deny it. He would talk to you last thing at night and first thing in the morning. He constantly mentioned losing sleep over you, every night, but we both know he slept like a rock. He made you love pictures that were just sort of “bleh” before. Did you delete those pictures after he broke your heart? Yeah, me too. All of your friends hate him now, don’t they? Remember how happy they were for you? They warned you. Just remember, it’s okay to cry. And referring to him as “asshole” is perfectly expected. Because, trust me, you’ll end up talking about him just as often, if not more, than before the break up. There will be the “one time”s and the “I remember”s, and once you think you’re over him, watch out. You better keep your eyes closed in the hallways, because I promise you, the next time you see him, he’ll be all over some other girl. A little part of you will want to warn her, but nobody will blame you for hating her and for blaming her for your pain. Yeah, you’ll compare all guys to him, because aside from the man-whorish, heart-breaker thing, he was perfect. He was everything you had ever wanted. Or maybe you made that up. Maybe, the second he started to show interest, you made up this perfect guy in your head, and he just happened to be just like him. Listen, you will find the perfect guy for you just like everybody says you will, and it will be soon. Okay, so I didn’t believe it either, but I’m starting to.The most important thing though is don’t let him know he hurt you. Don’t let him know he could have you back in a heartbeat. Don’t give him that satisfaction. Make him think you’re completely happy. When he decides to wave at you like nothing ever happened, wave back, sure. But don’t smile. Make him think he meant as little to you, as you obviously meant to him."
"It’s funny how hello is always accompied with goodbye. It’s funny how good memories can start to make you cry. It’s funny how forever never seems to really last. It’s funny how much you’d lose if you forgot about your past. It’s funny how friends can leave you when you’re down. It’s funny how when you need someone, they’re never around. It’s funny how people change and think they’re so much better. It’s funny how many lies can be packed in one ‘love letter’. It’s funny how people can forgive, even though they can’t forget. It’s funny how one night can contain so much regret. It’s funny how ironic life turns out to be. But, the funniest part of all is that none of this really seems funny to me."
"You hug him goodbye like it’s nothing, while all you want to do is hold on forever, but you let go, smile and walk away. Then cry all the way home because you know it will never be the same because try as you might, you can’t make someone love you. Sometimes, you have to let them be free and letting go, that is when love hurts the most of all."
which i really think its a waste of time.
if not she could have left for home after 6h of lecture from 830am.
but well, i wonder how uni life would be in NTU.
cause looking at SIM's, there's all kinds of people;
all kinds of behaviour, characters, appearances etcetc.
and people do smoke, boys&girls.
well, that doesnt really bothers me.
its just that, uni is so huge.
uni life is even larger.
and i dont really know how to start socialising and start blending in into groups.
then i realised im starting to worry like panda does.
but not over-worry.
its just that jumpy feeling you feel when everything's unfamiliar and stranger to you in a new environment and all.
and especially you know that you are alone, ever.
(no matter what others promised you in the past. sometimes its easy to lie but difficult to see through. thats all.)
but whatsoever, we must be strong.
in studies, in friendships, in love, in life.
like the sayings goes: its not the fact that we fall but how we pick/brace ourselves whenever we fall. (and into the pit all the more.)
never underestimate your will,
and your ability to accept life as it is.
because its just human to feel sad, depress and hurt,
yet all the more we should pick ourselves up and never let others see through us before we do to others.
there's nothing more important than being true to yourself, and being you.
retain that pinch of happiness in your self.
"He broke up with you, right? After telling you he loved you and calling you pet names like baby and cutie? Yeah, I know he lavished you in compliments, only to put himself down so you would stroke his fake low ego. Did he tell you that you were beautiful? I bet he promised you a personalized song. Or maybe he’d always mention how he was lying in bed and wished you were there. He dragged “I love you” out of you, didn’t he? Yeah, don’t deny it. He would talk to you last thing at night and first thing in the morning. He constantly mentioned losing sleep over you, every night, but we both know he slept like a rock. He made you love pictures that were just sort of “bleh” before. Did you delete those pictures after he broke your heart? Yeah, me too. All of your friends hate him now, don’t they? Remember how happy they were for you? They warned you. Just remember, it’s okay to cry. And referring to him as “asshole” is perfectly expected. Because, trust me, you’ll end up talking about him just as often, if not more, than before the break up. There will be the “one time”s and the “I remember”s, and once you think you’re over him, watch out. You better keep your eyes closed in the hallways, because I promise you, the next time you see him, he’ll be all over some other girl. A little part of you will want to warn her, but nobody will blame you for hating her and for blaming her for your pain. Yeah, you’ll compare all guys to him, because aside from the man-whorish, heart-breaker thing, he was perfect. He was everything you had ever wanted. Or maybe you made that up. Maybe, the second he started to show interest, you made up this perfect guy in your head, and he just happened to be just like him. Listen, you will find the perfect guy for you just like everybody says you will, and it will be soon. Okay, so I didn’t believe it either, but I’m starting to.The most important thing though is don’t let him know he hurt you. Don’t let him know he could have you back in a heartbeat. Don’t give him that satisfaction. Make him think you’re completely happy. When he decides to wave at you like nothing ever happened, wave back, sure. But don’t smile. Make him think he meant as little to you, as you obviously meant to him."
"It’s funny how hello is always accompied with goodbye. It’s funny how good memories can start to make you cry. It’s funny how forever never seems to really last. It’s funny how much you’d lose if you forgot about your past. It’s funny how friends can leave you when you’re down. It’s funny how when you need someone, they’re never around. It’s funny how people change and think they’re so much better. It’s funny how many lies can be packed in one ‘love letter’. It’s funny how people can forgive, even though they can’t forget. It’s funny how one night can contain so much regret. It’s funny how ironic life turns out to be. But, the funniest part of all is that none of this really seems funny to me."
"You hug him goodbye like it’s nothing, while all you want to do is hold on forever, but you let go, smile and walk away. Then cry all the way home because you know it will never be the same because try as you might, you can’t make someone love you. Sometimes, you have to let them be free and letting go, that is when love hurts the most of all."
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