stronger and wiser.

you can run away, but i will not chase after you.


its nice chatting with mummy during bedtime.
instead of bedtime stories(for kids), its bedtime chattings.
and i kinda like that, cause i dont feel so alone anymore.
alright,i do feel alone sometimes.
but well, there's always my family.
and frequent chattings help to bond, isnt it?
i rather stay at home watching tv with my dad nowadays too.
oh, so, we were chatting about mummy's love life.
and i came to realise that SHE is a playgirl.
oh my freaking god.
and its always the guy who came begging for her whenever they're through.
yes, it was only then, i found out that guys value girls more in the past than now!
which is really a saddening truth.
freak.
but well, lucky girls now dont have to depend on guys like they do.
thumb-ups.
im really happy that i had such mum, granny,
and dad.
i saw they aged and i really cant help thinking further.
i do want to contribute to my family.
&& i saw how i used to detest them, with my fcking darn attitudes.(those were the times where i forsake kinship for romance.)
fcking dumb, fcking immature.
it was after we're done that i recalled what my papi said:
"family doesnt quit, boyfriends do."
ahh, so much for all those quarrellings back then.
i shouldnt have sacrifice them for you.
cause in the end, you just fulfilled what my papi warned! (lols)

okay,im just flabbergasted by my mummy's love life.

P/S. will date a guy >2years older. (but never get tied down. LOL)

“Maybe we like the pain. Maybe we’re wired that way. Because without it, I don’t know; maybe we just wouldn’t feel real. What’s that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop.”
— Meredith Grey (Grey’s Anatomy)