'dstop shutting myself out.

"I hate the way you can push me to my limits with the things you do and then you know just the right time to say something sweet to make me fall in love all over again and I forget every little reason I was mad."


who says friday nights have to be spend out?
i always thought fridays have to be a night out, (well, maybe when i get into uni i guess?)
but it can simply (or maybe best) be spent at home.
catching up times that i'd never with my family.
even then, my dad and W will be out with their friends/gf,
but nevertheless, i start to appreciate having my family around me.
because on 4th june, (which will be really soon), another bro will be in army.
im totally drowned.
all the guys are disappearing in my life!
okay, now i sound desperate. (but i assure im not.)
so well, till i find some really good buddies to fridays night out, i guess i'll be staying at home, just for the time being. (as usual)
without you, i used to think fridays are pathetic days. but now, they seemed more meaningful and worthwhile.

met up with panda and sardine last night.
spent wholly 2hours chatting non-stop @the warren poolside.
all the chattings?
ironically, gave me calmness in my heart.
something that we've not been doing for the longest time.
argh, shucks.
makes me seriously fell in love with schooldays.
aww.
went home when im done drinking mine and sardine's mocha. (LOL.)
okay, now i wanna drink starbucks & chill.

"maybe my walls are brick, and his are stone."