哪裡才是
家
Thursday, November 25, 2021
Monday, April 12, 2021
無聊
在這世上
有很多人想證明自己
只是給別人看
我也是
雖然我想找個藉口說
我不是
唯一分別在於
不要一直掛在嘴邊好不好？
我沒問你
我不需要知道
所以不要在我身旁
圍繞著像隻蒼蠅
大聲說話
讓我知道
因為我知道可是
我不想理會？
這個你知道嗎？
我將來會做得
比你們
個
個
好
Saturday, January 2, 2021
dull
it gets dull. it gets difficult.
i get why people choose to leave than stay. it is easier that way.
but is it really easier?
it is the new year. and it was raining the whole day. the whole island.
what does it mean?
containing rage is frustrating.
it is time to contain emotions before it flares.
will it work?
will writing work?
will the mind listen?
Thursday, June 18, 2020
the louder the sound the further the distance
marriage is hard
it is hard when we live under the roof of others
it is hard when we have different views on things that matter to either side but not to the other
it is hard when all we do is bite each others’ heads off
it is hard when we want to win desperately
it is hard when we want to get our message across
it is hard when we shout
it is hard when every argument turns into a cold war
it is hard when the louder it gets
the further i go.
that i begin to see cracks
that i begin to fear the future
that i begin to shut myself off
that i take every action to build a facade
that i take all acts and make it to be bitter for myself
that i see every thing as conformity or formality
that i will create more knots inside me.
it is inevitable.
i build more walls to protect myself from harm and hurt.
it is not every battle that i went through without them.
how far can this go?
im not sure if i want to see through it.
by Wakin. in love with this sorrowful bittersweet feeling behind his voice.
作词：李宗盛 作曲：Ryo Aska
爱到尽头 覆水难收 爱悠悠 恨悠悠
为何要到无法挽留 才又想起妳的温柔
给我关怀 为我解忧 为我凭添许多愁
在深夜无尽等候 独自泪流 独自忍受
多想说声我真的爱妳
多想说声对不起妳
妳哭著说情缘己尽
难再续 难再续
就请妳给我多一点点时间再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请妳给我多一点点空间再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受
妳这样一个女人 让我欢喜让我忧
让我甘心为了妳付出我所有
爱到尽头 覆水难收 爱悠悠 恨悠悠
为何要到无法挽留 才又想起妳的温柔
给我关怀 为我解忧 为我凭添许多愁
在深夜无尽等候 独自泪流 独自忍受
多想说声我真的爱妳
多想说声对不起妳
妳哭著说情缘己尽
难再续 难再续
就请妳给我多一点点时间再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请妳给我多一点点空间再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受
就请妳给我多一点点时间再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请妳给我多一点点空间再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受
妳这样一个女人 让我欢喜让我忧
让我甘心为了妳付出我所有
it is hard when we live under the roof of others
it is hard when we have different views on things that matter to either side but not to the other
it is hard when all we do is bite each others’ heads off
it is hard when we want to win desperately
it is hard when we want to get our message across
it is hard when we shout
it is hard when every argument turns into a cold war
it is hard when the louder it gets
the further i go.
that i begin to see cracks
that i begin to fear the future
that i begin to shut myself off
that i take every action to build a facade
that i take all acts and make it to be bitter for myself
that i see every thing as conformity or formality
that i will create more knots inside me.
it is inevitable.
i build more walls to protect myself from harm and hurt.
it is not every battle that i went through without them.
how far can this go?
im not sure if i want to see through it.
by Wakin. in love with this sorrowful bittersweet feeling behind his voice.
作词：李宗盛 作曲：Ryo Aska
爱到尽头 覆水难收 爱悠悠 恨悠悠
为何要到无法挽留 才又想起妳的温柔
给我关怀 为我解忧 为我凭添许多愁
在深夜无尽等候 独自泪流 独自忍受
多想说声我真的爱妳
多想说声对不起妳
妳哭著说情缘己尽
难再续 难再续
就请妳给我多一点点时间再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请妳给我多一点点空间再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受
妳这样一个女人 让我欢喜让我忧
让我甘心为了妳付出我所有
爱到尽头 覆水难收 爱悠悠 恨悠悠
为何要到无法挽留 才又想起妳的温柔
给我关怀 为我解忧 为我凭添许多愁
在深夜无尽等候 独自泪流 独自忍受
多想说声我真的爱妳
多想说声对不起妳
妳哭著说情缘己尽
难再续 难再续
就请妳给我多一点点时间再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请妳给我多一点点空间再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受
就请妳给我多一点点时间再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请妳给我多一点点空间再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受
妳这样一个女人 让我欢喜让我忧
让我甘心为了妳付出我所有
Tuesday, April 7, 2020
Friday 3 April 2020 - Day 24, Saturday 4 April 2020 - Day 25, Sunday 5 April 2020 - Day 26, Monday 6 April 2020 - Day 27
Day 24
usual footsteps to work.
PM Lee's address at 3pm and saw that everyone was chionging to the supermarket again.
seriously dont get what the people are thinking.
PCK says "use your brain use your brain use your brain"
another detailed announcement by DPM Heng will be on Monday.
***
Day 25
brought bb to swim.
the usual routine of weekends.
bb doesnt accept fishy porridge.
gagged and gagged.
made milk for him instead haha
***
Day 26
cooked sweet potato and carrot porridge.
back to the vegetarian sweet taste.
bb passed it hahah
so i conclude that he can only accept these from me:
pumpkin
carrot
sweet potato (orange)
but jiumu side he could accept meat and fish (i think)
why oh why
i should learn how to incorporate more food variation hmmm
perhaps this circuit breaker of a month is a good exploration time.
***
Day 27
grabbed to office to receive photobook delivery
ate for the last time my fav uncle auntie fishball stall and chinese pear juice
head to cck columbarium cause it will close after today with the start of the circuit breaker.
so my parents and i did our baibai to ahgong and ahma.
my dad should feel relieved since we could do ours this year despite the situation.
head back and drop all stuff and went to yewt westcoz' cos my dad craving for the curry fishhead for the last time haha
then we head to ntuc to do some grocery.
all the VEG omg. no yam, dk how to cook yam rice.
head back home to drop our groceries then went to the multipurpose hall to collect our reusable mask.
might be too small for the guys lor cos their head bigger
hanged around home for another hour before heading back.
forgotten to bring back my chicken thigh lol
free for my mum liao lor!
grabbed back and changed out before fetching the little one.
heading to the market tomorrow to see if i can get some chicken thigh.
should start exercise regime soon.
***
i hope the world goes back to before.
usual footsteps to work.
PM Lee's address at 3pm and saw that everyone was chionging to the supermarket again.
seriously dont get what the people are thinking.
PCK says "use your brain use your brain use your brain"
another detailed announcement by DPM Heng will be on Monday.
***
Day 25
brought bb to swim.
the usual routine of weekends.
bb doesnt accept fishy porridge.
gagged and gagged.
made milk for him instead haha
***
Day 26
cooked sweet potato and carrot porridge.
back to the vegetarian sweet taste.
bb passed it hahah
so i conclude that he can only accept these from me:
pumpkin
carrot
sweet potato (orange)
but jiumu side he could accept meat and fish (i think)
why oh why
i should learn how to incorporate more food variation hmmm
perhaps this circuit breaker of a month is a good exploration time.
***
Day 27
grabbed to office to receive photobook delivery
ate for the last time my fav uncle auntie fishball stall and chinese pear juice
head to cck columbarium cause it will close after today with the start of the circuit breaker.
so my parents and i did our baibai to ahgong and ahma.
my dad should feel relieved since we could do ours this year despite the situation.
head back and drop all stuff and went to yewt westcoz' cos my dad craving for the curry fishhead for the last time haha
then we head to ntuc to do some grocery.
all the VEG omg. no yam, dk how to cook yam rice.
head back home to drop our groceries then went to the multipurpose hall to collect our reusable mask.
might be too small for the guys lor cos their head bigger
hanged around home for another hour before heading back.
forgotten to bring back my chicken thigh lol
free for my mum liao lor!
grabbed back and changed out before fetching the little one.
heading to the market tomorrow to see if i can get some chicken thigh.
should start exercise regime soon.
***
i hope the world goes back to before.
Friday, April 3, 2020
Thursday 2 April 2020 - Day 23
usual footsteps.
wfh drawing nearer.
wonder how long will all these last.
our enemy is non-discriminatory and knows no borders.
staying safe and healthy for the people around us, for the bigger us.
wfh drawing nearer.
wonder how long will all these last.
our enemy is non-discriminatory and knows no borders.
staying safe and healthy for the people around us, for the bigger us.
Thursday, April 2, 2020
Wednesday 1 April 2020 - Day 22
usual footsteps.
some of us are not at work as HBL for prisch kids are on weekly Wednesdays.
finally we are heeding the govt's advisory of moving work to home.
time to get my ass moving and do some exercises and cooking.
time to scroll and research on activities and recipes for 6months-ish babies.
seems like busier to do these than at work.
T-1.
tomorrow's last day of work at workplace till govt's notice.
till a better tomorrow.
stupid virus be gone already!
some of us are not at work as HBL for prisch kids are on weekly Wednesdays.
finally we are heeding the govt's advisory of moving work to home.
time to get my ass moving and do some exercises and cooking.
time to scroll and research on activities and recipes for 6months-ish babies.
seems like busier to do these than at work.
T-1.
tomorrow's last day of work at workplace till govt's notice.
till a better tomorrow.
stupid virus be gone already!
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