谢谢你是我哥哥

时间几时轮到她

我阿嬷含着泪问我
何时能不用穿尿片
可否指点她一条路走

就算同吃着月饼
但乌云笼罩月亮
又有何意义可言
意义在于
虽然乌云覆盖了月亮
还是知道月亮是圆满
团聚的和家融融景象
正是赏月享饼其涵义
就像
醉翁失意不在酒
就算
天指点的路是条不归路
不用紧
不要怕
阿嬷

在我心里
我们是团聚的

primitive to our own feelings

yesterday was one of the best times.
maybe, just the best. never felt so aroused and simply, happy for a long time.
it just happened.
thats one.

im still in debts. to 3friends in my life. without interest, i could just go on forever. well, im trying to cough that money out now, seriously.
but still, i didnt regret on my buys cause, it wasnt on impulse!

love has his desktop totally faulty this week. he's dying somewhere in him.
boredom.
and miraculously, how could boredom kill a boring person?
haha. just saying!

i need to study real soon. i found it.
though still in search of money sources.

自由拥有的规范

火锅原本就应该是尽情吃到饱
尽情吃到好吃的喜欢的划算的
其实 我还是喜欢和朋友火锅的
渐渐不喜欢 和他的朋友火锅了
以为是自助自由式的火锅
却因为要符合别人的口味
吃得很辛苦很勉强很难过

可能
他们习惯自由中的规律
我却恨透了

我等你 你等明天

当你重视一个你的朋友
我正重视你
妙在于 我不知道你是不是也一样重视我

只是 在你笔下
只有好友才特别明显
其下的 模糊点 却有美感 朦胧的
再其余的 也放大描绘 只是有几分火药味 也是明显的

我很喜欢写信
从小就很喜欢
因为我是认同
信里 全是真心
属于自己空间的抒发
私密 八卦 个性 心情 情感等
很主观
更是放肆的 所以我爱上

我很珍惜朋友
但你不是朋友
你已是我知己

很开心
更是庆幸

庆幸 重视你 (:

dictators

doors closed behind we are who.

tanglement

camp's finally over.
cant believe how much shits i suffered and managed to tank the whole 5days.
i wouldnt say im really impressed of myself,
just very taxing on my part sometimes.

my ahma has been hospitalised for almost half a month.
her illness relapsing is really draining both physically and financially for my parents. it really hurts to see that.

and totally. my eldest brother got into an accident for driving too fast and smashing onto the boulder of the highway. what luck. and really.
what else can i say. just lucky he escaped death and unharmed.
so much for being mature and all.
i gave up.

i gave my mummy 50$ because we managed to get GST voucher from the state.
way to go to save up for gradtrip and all!

besides all these worries,
i still have my year3 sem1 modules to desperately worry about.
really pray and hope the new personnel could help me get what i need to study.
damn it on my lousy skills on starwars.
gonna ask my friend's bro to help out next semester.
really.

thats all.
visiting my ahma tomorrow again with mummy after her work.
going to vivo alone first to try using up my f21 voucher.