你們一起去公園
帶著我的小孩
第一次推車
難道我不想去？
幹嘛沒問我要不要一起？
而且，是我孩子。
我有說可以？
為所欲為。
我孩子的爸也是。
沒有把我放在眼裡。
不用緊。
我會記住的。
Saturday, January 11, 2020
Thursday, January 9, 2020
You're my child forever, but only my baby for a year.
As I peeked over the bed to check to see if you were still sleeping, I realized I could go get the dishwasher unloaded if I hurried. I could probably switch the wash over to the dryer and get those towels that have been sitting in there folded and put away.
But as I watched your chest gently rise and fall, I realized I should just come lay next to you ...
Because you're my child forever, but only my baby for a year.
I quietly ran back to the kitchen to grab my coffee that was sitting on the counter and threw it in the microwave. I grabbed a muffin from the pantry and gathered a few of the half drank water bottles your brother and sisters had left strewn about the house. As I quietly ran back to the bedroom to check on you, there you were in the same position.
But as I saw you move and possibly begin to waken, I realized I should just come lay next to you ...
Because you're my child forever, but only my baby for a year.
I glanced at my Peloton sitting just an arm's length away from the bed. My shoes were sitting right beside it, ready for me to slide into. I bet I could have got a short ride in and maybe even rinsed off quickly after.
But as I listened to your tiny baby breaths breathe in and out, so unsteady yet perfectly, I realized I should just come lay next to you ...
Because you're my child forever, but only my baby for a year.
My phone buzzed again. Another email and three more messages just came through. I bet I could have hammered through 5-10 people that were waiting to hear from me. I need to take care of the bills that are due by the end of next week. I have my organized mess of to do notes sitting on my agenda on top of my desk. I really, truly need to sift through that growing pile.
But as I thought about the list I had proudly created last night of all I was going to accomplish today, I realized I should just come lay next to you ...
Because you're my child forever, but only my baby for a year.
I started to anxiously pace back out of the room, internally fighting myself as I wanted to feel accomplished. I wanted to take advantage of this time you were asleep. I needed to "use" this time so I could feel "good" about myself later thinking all I had checked off of my list and got through.
Moments later I found myself back beside the bed staring over you once again. I leaned over to make sure you were still breathing as your perfect body barely moved.
But as I touched your tiny hand and ever so carefully put mine around it, I realized I should just come lay next to you ...
Because you're my child forever, but only my baby for a year.
As I reached to lift you after you slowly began to stir, I scooped you up just like I must have done at least five hundred times before and laid you onto my chest.
But I realized I should come lay next to you more often, even as you lay there asleep unknowingly what I have or haven't done because it doesn't matter to you.
Because you're my child forever, but only my baby for a year.
I sighed. I melted as you softly yet purposefully tightened your tiny fingers around mine. And as your eyes were still closed, you began to smile ever so slightly as if to think to yourself, There she is. She finally listened to me. She's here. She's next to me. It feels good to just have her near me.
Because you're my child forever, but only my baby for a year.
Regan Long
https://www.mother.ly/life/youre-my-child-forever-but-only-my-baby-for-a-year
i cried at that yellowed para.
But as I watched your chest gently rise and fall, I realized I should just come lay next to you ...
Because you're my child forever, but only my baby for a year.
I quietly ran back to the kitchen to grab my coffee that was sitting on the counter and threw it in the microwave. I grabbed a muffin from the pantry and gathered a few of the half drank water bottles your brother and sisters had left strewn about the house. As I quietly ran back to the bedroom to check on you, there you were in the same position.
But as I saw you move and possibly begin to waken, I realized I should just come lay next to you ...
Because you're my child forever, but only my baby for a year.
I glanced at my Peloton sitting just an arm's length away from the bed. My shoes were sitting right beside it, ready for me to slide into. I bet I could have got a short ride in and maybe even rinsed off quickly after.
But as I listened to your tiny baby breaths breathe in and out, so unsteady yet perfectly, I realized I should just come lay next to you ...
Because you're my child forever, but only my baby for a year.
My phone buzzed again. Another email and three more messages just came through. I bet I could have hammered through 5-10 people that were waiting to hear from me. I need to take care of the bills that are due by the end of next week. I have my organized mess of to do notes sitting on my agenda on top of my desk. I really, truly need to sift through that growing pile.
But as I thought about the list I had proudly created last night of all I was going to accomplish today, I realized I should just come lay next to you ...
Because you're my child forever, but only my baby for a year.
I started to anxiously pace back out of the room, internally fighting myself as I wanted to feel accomplished. I wanted to take advantage of this time you were asleep. I needed to "use" this time so I could feel "good" about myself later thinking all I had checked off of my list and got through.
Moments later I found myself back beside the bed staring over you once again. I leaned over to make sure you were still breathing as your perfect body barely moved.
But as I touched your tiny hand and ever so carefully put mine around it, I realized I should just come lay next to you ...
Because you're my child forever, but only my baby for a year.
As I reached to lift you after you slowly began to stir, I scooped you up just like I must have done at least five hundred times before and laid you onto my chest.
But I realized I should come lay next to you more often, even as you lay there asleep unknowingly what I have or haven't done because it doesn't matter to you.
Because you're my child forever, but only my baby for a year.
I sighed. I melted as you softly yet purposefully tightened your tiny fingers around mine. And as your eyes were still closed, you began to smile ever so slightly as if to think to yourself, There she is. She finally listened to me. She's here. She's next to me. It feels good to just have her near me.
Because you're my child forever, but only my baby for a year.
Regan Long
https://www.mother.ly/life/youre-my-child-forever-but-only-my-baby-for-a-year
i cried at that yellowed para.
Thursday, January 2, 2020
Saturday, November 30, 2019
bbpigg got his 3 other jabs today.
the first was when he was about a month old.
ya, i know bb take jab should stay at home.
ya i know cannot go out. immunity is not instantaneous.
ya i know.
but hey, my parents and aunts want to see him.
i am bringing him to ANOTHER HOME.
not outside jalan jalan.
why cannot?
isit your home is cleaner than other’s?
or what?
why both of you had the same thinking?
why me and my dad had the same thinking?
the thing is,
im not exposing him to the outside world.
yes, you can argue my parents and aunts all v dirty, got germs on them all.
but please, i think bb dad is more dirty? and toxic? with all the smoke?
convince me please.
the first was when he was about a month old.
ya, i know bb take jab should stay at home.
ya i know cannot go out. immunity is not instantaneous.
ya i know.
but hey, my parents and aunts want to see him.
i am bringing him to ANOTHER HOME.
not outside jalan jalan.
why cannot?
isit your home is cleaner than other’s?
or what?
why both of you had the same thinking?
why me and my dad had the same thinking?
the thing is,
im not exposing him to the outside world.
yes, you can argue my parents and aunts all v dirty, got germs on them all.
but please, i think bb dad is more dirty? and toxic? with all the smoke?
convince me please.
Monday, October 7, 2019
對的時間，點。
生活刻琢了容顔 天真被逐漸刪減
人們將負累都歸咎於時間
然而成熟能成全 果實它該有的甜
只為時間慫恿季節的改變
信誓旦旦的宣言 色調會逐年變淺
人們將缺憾都怪罪於時間
然而成長到成年 淚痕之所以復原
只為時間稀釋傷感的根源
人們將負累都歸咎於時間
然而成熟能成全 果實它該有的甜
只為時間慫恿季節的改變
信誓旦旦的宣言 色調會逐年變淺
人們將缺憾都怪罪於時間
然而成長到成年 淚痕之所以復原
只為時間稀釋傷感的根源
如果 愛情是場遠程的渦旋
儘管繞著圈子 也要走向前
不離心太遠
我要面朝最藍的 晴天
不脫離軌道 有你在身邊
儘管繞著圈子 也要走向前
不離心太遠
我要面朝最藍的 晴天
不脫離軌道 有你在身邊
如果 生命是場寂寞的渦旋
不管千迴百轉 方向不會偏
起飛前看一眼 每張我愛過的臉
每個交錯和無緣 都在潛意識挑選
對的時間點
不管千迴百轉 方向不會偏
起飛前看一眼 每張我愛過的臉
每個交錯和無緣 都在潛意識挑選
對的時間點
從前未來的關聯 拉開記憶才明顯
你我都出現在最好的時間
不然相逢到相連 為何像有過預演
只為時間是串起兩人的線
你我都出現在最好的時間
不然相逢到相連 為何像有過預演
只為時間是串起兩人的線
如果愛情是場遠程的渦旋
儘管繞著圈子 也要走向前
不離心太遠
我要面朝最藍的 晴天
不脫離軌道 有你在身邊
儘管繞著圈子 也要走向前
不離心太遠
我要面朝最藍的 晴天
不脫離軌道 有你在身邊
如果 生命是場寂寞的渦旋
不管千迴百轉 方向不會偏
起飛前看一眼 每張我愛過的臉
每個交錯和無緣 都在潛意識挑選
對的時間點
不管千迴百轉 方向不會偏
起飛前看一眼 每張我愛過的臉
每個交錯和無緣 都在潛意識挑選
對的時間點
Friday, August 30, 2019
why
sometimes i feel we are not the priority
you could save other photos
other strangers photos
but not your own son's
after 5 sentences
i actually feel angry now.
SIGH.
what can i still say
you could save other photos
other strangers photos
but not your own son's
after 5 sentences
i actually feel angry now.
SIGH.
what can i still say
Friday, August 23, 2019
HOME
yay counter nego and we got our flat!
450k for 1319sqft
i cannot wait!! best news comes unexpectedly, after so long!
we can give bbpigg a home soon <3 p="">
450k for 1319sqft
i cannot wait!! best news comes unexpectedly, after so long!
we can give bbpigg a home soon <3 p="">
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