how ever

how do you ever get in someone's life, imprint or etched it well enough to impress and then cherish? if you get what i meant. what i meant was, how do we even come close enough to be important? sometimes i naively thought i could well be it, but no. tell me more. there's something call a 'gap', or well be 'distance' between, huge enough to overcome. i guess i just couldnt acheive sanity enough. if we could well treat us to be fairly important, well, the 'gap' just couldnt count. but we didnt had the same stance and well, this might just be it. over and all out. needless to mention about effort or say, time. the train of thoughts just got me dillusional. how should i ever earn my merits in this life?

i need money.

laugh.love.life

I realised I've neglected my blog, if not blogs then. been busy w school, friends and really, love. I can already imagine life without studies since holidays is really just a week later and school starts in a month's time. its quite amazing how we managed to stay this way, together, for the longest time? just staying at home, under the comforter, nuaing like there's nowhere else to go to. you know? I cant exactly describe that I hate it but I kinda enjoy it sometimes. cause im really like a couch potato or just a lazybony. really. I dont quite get myself most of the time too. isnt this so like gemini? dont know what they are doing most of it lols

I guess my gpa will really suck this sem. I shld start using s/u next sem. and not be over confident already. start to feel my feet on the ground soon. I cant wait for all the christmas festive mood surrounding and dancing around me! I love christmas so much and more each year! really cant wait and have me jumping in bed already!!

would like to really enjoy movies w all my bffs soon or just some simple fare at home. and most importantly, I need to repay debts badly. still my priority.

wishes for next year 2013:
my family to be in good health.
I would get married at year 2017 w the same person im with now.
and make me rich overnight!

原来爱情会慢慢增加重量

来自周杰伦的《浪漫手机》。
一听，就把它输入面簿里。
很耳熟，很有感觉，更意味两种意涵。

最近的生活，在学校里。。。很闷！
感觉好像不对。
多了一些难耐，
少了一些依靠。
多了一点反感，
少了一点感情。

好像，不能再容忍。
好像，不用给面子。
好像，就是不一样。

一样，
好像就建立在时间观念上。
可是，时间永远追不回。
流失就是流逝了。
对，稍纵即逝的。

可能，只有我。
我，不该说了。
不想说话了。

原来大家有自己选好了的路，
挥霍。

如果非写，也选爱情。

≪不只是≫
朦胧只是看不清的美
内疚只是摸不着的罪
猜疑只是说不上的对
感动只是来不及的泪
或许只是猜不透的理
安慰只是撇不掉的虚
爱情只是赖不走的你

this is something i thought of, especially when inspiration just flew to my mind for the first two lines, everything on bed before sleeping.
had to give credits to prt for the really better title!
i wonder who write poems to confess nowadays.
even from my days, were there?

and and, im super jealous of ppl taking 312 this sem.

P/S. “爱情” can be replaced by “缘份” if you want it to have optimistic connotations (:

《生活》

柴
米
油
盐
酱
醋
茶。

its october

i gave up on BU8401 even though i pledged to study it every other night. but life doesnt go perfectly smooth and sometime i really need to hit the nail hard before it dawned on me that
hey, actually im really not good at this.
and sometimes i just have to admit defeat that im not that good enough.
and thats good enough, to know.

friend intro me a job that pays 10$/h and i only need to be there for 3h. regarding what it is, im not sure. finding it out tmr. coffeebean at toapayoh hub maybe just uploading some stuffs onto fb or youtube. wonder why real estate agents need to use such stuffs nowadays.

slacking really hard these weekends. exams is nearing soon as usual.
wow. life as it is.

地球永远地转 考试永远不完

our godamn exams are coming real soon.
i dont know if i will be happy about my biz module grade this semester.
worse is, do i still gonna consider minoring in biz?
im left w fundamental of mgmt, biz finance and accounting.
know what? kill me.

im on for the challenge.

now, gotta continue my 3k words report.
DAMN.
life is never better yeah?