because we are so used to it
because we are wired in this manner
because we are of such sort
we gave in
we caved in
不能放任 所以放了
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
只是思考会让人难受 自己出不去 别人进不来
我不是要在你面前表露出我的软弱
更不可能是博取同情的演出
可我已经到了无法释怀的地步
我没法再装聋作哑、假装掩饰我们之间没有问题
我们俩之间 真的是有问题
可庆幸的
我想方设法想彻底解决
我说过了
我是很累
我是很气
但比起这些琐碎的心情
我更爱你
我是想很多
我是很执著
但这些 无可厚非的
我是更想你快乐
我是这么想的
由始至终。
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
20
what it meant and why it matters
#1. i had someone important.
#2. i had more supportive friends.
#3. i learnt how to cherish my family more.
#4. i learnt how to take things in stride.
#5. i see things, not take sides.
#6. i learn to love myself more.
#7. i grow up.
#1. i had someone important.
#2. i had more supportive friends.
#3. i learnt how to cherish my family more.
#4. i learnt how to take things in stride.
#5. i see things, not take sides.
#6. i learn to love myself more.
#7. i grow up.
Sunday, June 5, 2011
down
we took it down.
i wanted it down. out.
it was something that pressurize people at the end of the day.
so down was better than up.
people will not speculate.
* * *
2more days to the end of a teens life.
so much for growing up.
i hate responsibilities. i hate duties.
i hate conventions. i hate mainstream.
i hate being an adult in this society.
maybe im too sleepy now to reflect on the 19years of my life.
what i've wasted, what i've spent.
im going to sleep, again, now, after my fruits.
i wanted it down. out.
it was something that pressurize people at the end of the day.
so down was better than up.
people will not speculate.
* * *
2more days to the end of a teens life.
so much for growing up.
i hate responsibilities. i hate duties.
i hate conventions. i hate mainstream.
i hate being an adult in this society.
maybe im too sleepy now to reflect on the 19years of my life.
what i've wasted, what i've spent.
im going to sleep, again, now, after my fruits.
Friday, June 3, 2011
i read this today, again.
The Power of Love.
by Alex Khow on Thursday, July 15, 2010 at 11:40am
Love is the most powerful, magical force in the universe, and there is nowhere it displays its beauty and wonder more than in the intimate relationship between two people.
Some loves between two people endure a lifetime. Others are destined to only last for a while; then, the two lovers are separated, either by choice or by fate. But one thing is true: No matter what the outcome of a relationship, when love enters our lives, it never leaves without transforming us at the very depth of our being.
Love enables us to grow into better human beings. Although love challenges and blesses each of us in unique ways, we are never alone in what we go through.
What defines our intimate relationships? What signs should we look for to discover how love is revealing itself? Sometimes love reveals itself in the unmatched level of understanding and friendship we share with our mate and no one else. Sometimes it is in what is said, and sometimes, what is not said but deeply felt. Sometimes it is in the obstacles we must face together. Sometimes it is in how the joy we feel with our partner spills over to our friends and family members. And sometimes it is in where the relationship takes us inside ourselves - places we would never go willingly; but for love, we will do anything.
Intimate relationships are also powerful teachers. They teach us to be compassionate, caring and forgiving. They teach us when to hold on more tightly, and when to let go. They give us the opportunity to develop great virtues such as courage, patience, loyalty and trust. When we allow them to, our relationships will show us all the ways we need to grow as a person. In this way, love will never enter our lives without changing us for the better.
There are moments when love can be experienced as quite ordinary, expressed in a simple smile of acceptance from our beloved. And in other moments, love seems utterly sublime, inviting us into new worlds of passion and oneness we've never known before. Love reflects every season and mood, and every colour of emotion: sweet beginnings; challenging and deepening intimacy; moments of grief when we are forced to say good-bye to our soul mate; moments of astonishment when we rediscover a love we thought we'd lost.
We might have heard or read some love stories that make us laugh. Some will make us cry. But above all, the stories fundamentally pay tribute to love's ability to endure, beyond years, beyond difficulty, beyond distance, beyond even death.
There is no miracle greater than love. It is your religion's supreme being's most precious gift to us. May love open your heart, uplift your mind, inspire your spirit, and be a sweet companion on your life's journey.
And may your life always be blessed with love.
and i asked, what exactly stood between us?
by Alex Khow on Thursday, July 15, 2010 at 11:40am
Love is the most powerful, magical force in the universe, and there is nowhere it displays its beauty and wonder more than in the intimate relationship between two people.
Some loves between two people endure a lifetime. Others are destined to only last for a while; then, the two lovers are separated, either by choice or by fate. But one thing is true: No matter what the outcome of a relationship, when love enters our lives, it never leaves without transforming us at the very depth of our being.
Love enables us to grow into better human beings. Although love challenges and blesses each of us in unique ways, we are never alone in what we go through.
What defines our intimate relationships? What signs should we look for to discover how love is revealing itself? Sometimes love reveals itself in the unmatched level of understanding and friendship we share with our mate and no one else. Sometimes it is in what is said, and sometimes, what is not said but deeply felt. Sometimes it is in the obstacles we must face together. Sometimes it is in how the joy we feel with our partner spills over to our friends and family members. And sometimes it is in where the relationship takes us inside ourselves - places we would never go willingly; but for love, we will do anything.
Intimate relationships are also powerful teachers. They teach us to be compassionate, caring and forgiving. They teach us when to hold on more tightly, and when to let go. They give us the opportunity to develop great virtues such as courage, patience, loyalty and trust. When we allow them to, our relationships will show us all the ways we need to grow as a person. In this way, love will never enter our lives without changing us for the better.
There are moments when love can be experienced as quite ordinary, expressed in a simple smile of acceptance from our beloved. And in other moments, love seems utterly sublime, inviting us into new worlds of passion and oneness we've never known before. Love reflects every season and mood, and every colour of emotion: sweet beginnings; challenging and deepening intimacy; moments of grief when we are forced to say good-bye to our soul mate; moments of astonishment when we rediscover a love we thought we'd lost.
We might have heard or read some love stories that make us laugh. Some will make us cry. But above all, the stories fundamentally pay tribute to love's ability to endure, beyond years, beyond difficulty, beyond distance, beyond even death.
There is no miracle greater than love. It is your religion's supreme being's most precious gift to us. May love open your heart, uplift your mind, inspire your spirit, and be a sweet companion on your life's journey.
And may your life always be blessed with love.
and i asked, what exactly stood between us?
Thursday, June 2, 2011
最终、只是男人的自尊和女人的虚荣在作祟。
isnt it?
guess what?
i packed his stuffs.
those that he given me.
his stuffs.
not mine, anymore.
still, bearing that little hope kills.
i want to live.
happily.
dont he ,too, want it?
no?
whether its achievable with or without him,
i still do want to live and love myself, badly.
fcking badly.
i thought alot.
did he?
are there solutions to this seemingly hopeless us?
or were there no considerations when our hall pass starts and ends?
i listened to songs/musics.
i went out with friends.
i rotted on my bed every night thinking.
i teared on the bus to school just today.
sadly, it do still hurt.
though not that much, it still do.
it always do.
why not?
im off for a 2-day-camp.
im gonna have a hell load of fun.
its not gonna stop me, whatever it is.
im gonna show everybody the raw me.
rebellious.
wild.
young.
FREE.
guess what?
i packed his stuffs.
those that he given me.
his stuffs.
not mine, anymore.
still, bearing that little hope kills.
i want to live.
happily.
dont he ,too, want it?
no?
whether its achievable with or without him,
i still do want to live and love myself, badly.
fcking badly.
i thought alot.
did he?
are there solutions to this seemingly hopeless us?
or were there no considerations when our hall pass starts and ends?
i listened to songs/musics.
i went out with friends.
i rotted on my bed every night thinking.
i teared on the bus to school just today.
sadly, it do still hurt.
though not that much, it still do.
it always do.
why not?
im off for a 2-day-camp.
im gonna have a hell load of fun.
its not gonna stop me, whatever it is.
im gonna show everybody the raw me.
rebellious.
wild.
young.
FREE.
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
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