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说散就散

 

作词：张楚翘
作曲：伍乐城

抱一抱 就当作从没有在一起
好不好 要解释都已经来不及
算了吧 我付出过什么没关系
我忽略自己 就因为遇见你

没办法 好可怕 那个我 不像话
一直奋不顾身 是我太傻

说不上爱别说谎 就一点喜欢
说不上恨别纠缠 别装作感叹
就当作我太麻烦 不停让自己受伤
我告诉我自己 感情就是这样
怎么一不小心太疯狂

抱一抱 再好好觉悟不能长久
好不好 有亏欠我们都别追究
算了吧 我付出再多都不足够
我终于得救 我不想再献丑

没办法 不好吗 大家都 不留下
一直勉强相处 总会累垮

说不上爱别说谎 就一点喜欢
说不上恨别纠缠 别装作感叹
就当作我太麻烦 不停让自己受伤
我告诉我自己 感情就是这样
怎么一不小心太疯狂

别后悔 就算错过
在以后 你少不免想起我
还算不错
当我不在你会不会难过
你够不够我这样洒脱

说不上爱别说谎 就一点喜欢
说不上恨别纠缠 别装作感叹
将一切都体谅 将一切都原谅
我尝试找答案 而答案很简单
简单得很遗憾
因为成长 我们逼不得已要习惯
因为成长 我们忽尔间说散就散

to live is the rarest thing thing in the world. most people exist, that is all.

you know, i saw quote on ig or fb that goes something like: people gonna say shit about you irregardless and we just dont have to give a damn.

ya, we dont have to.

we gonna live our lifes, not for theirs.

falling into places

met ahboy during his lunch time to HFC to take a look with the hotel staff yesterday.
she was really nice and explained to us some stuffs about the package.
another couple was also eyeing on that date but had an alternative one.
after her explanation and tour, we thought ya, why not? it seems like a decent place and deposit is manageable as well.
just that we were worried the couple might want the same date as well.
不知道什麼好運，THANK GOD, the couple will have theirs on 5jan19 so we got it!

after that i realized from ahboy that, i guess the hotel staff told the other couple that we’ve already paid the deposit and they have no choice but to shift their date. but to us, its conveyed that the couple is very nice and let us have the venue.
wah really, this world 真真假假，really 真假難分。

anyway, we got our venue!! really happy and load off the mind.

lets drift and wait for ROM date, pleasepleaseplease.

all the possibilities

there are so many things swarming in at once.
suddenly we are looking out for flats near Bangkit.
same area, just across the streets.

actually I like Bangkit side more, noisier hahaha
ironically, when we are trying to search for a more natural/quiet flats in the vicinity.
to not drag us flat, maybe a 4-room is viable too.
thinking of all the possibilities, like asking my parents to stay over, taking care of my child etc.

its like not too soon, but neither is it too far ahead.

***

we are on 1st waitlist of hotel fort canning.
if not, Friday's visit there would be cancelled.
not really sure if this is the one but lets keep our options open.
waiting for the rest to reply on their availability with our date.

cant wait for all these to be over tbh.
but right now, lets just drift and see.

我要好好做人

we might not have much but we will work harder.
to repay all the indebtedness that we received.

dates just given to us last night!
1st: 15 Dec
2nd: 8 Dec

brick, leaves, breath.

TIONG BAHRU MARKET

lor mee & jian bo chee kueh.

TIONG BAHRU ESTATE

 

(I took this of myself. hahahah)

THE CAT MUSEUM

 

reminds me of rudolph & rourou when they were as young as 3 weeks old (:
thank you for living and bringing cuteness to people's faces.

Chinatown with my folks for dinner yesterday.

you know, this is very much (a)life for me.

Afresh

ashamed. then afresh.

working hard for the future now. must.