no difference

im happy and dead
or
im unhappy and alive

it all look the same to me.

this is not a spiderweb

i do not own my family.

友达以上 恋人未满

i had this friend who seems urgently in need to talk to me about some heart matters yesterday. it seems like always that she suppressed her need to find me for a talk because: im hard truth.
i tell them things not many would want to listen. but i must say, i had someone i fear talking to too. yups, its alien. i find it really difficult to face wat she say sometimes beacause we all hate facing up facts that slap us right into our face, for godamn so infinite times! we do not learn, do we? we always had this struggle to let go, to face it, to have strength that we can conquer it. but we cant help and lament the fact thay we are all weak at heart. we only become stronger as we forward. now, the thing is, why does we fret over men so much? and the point is, they dont. so we do not too. at least, for the that same guy, we dont.

alright. the question now is, when should i start wrecking my brain for 2 reports of deadline 9&12nov??

误以为的爱情 断送了的友谊

P/S.i want series of m.a.c

美好是因为无视美好的逝去

happiness is not a potato.

越长大 越明白

disillusioned.
disenchanment.

been busy with reports and presentation.
but after all of these, there will still be another report doing and midterms.
and after all these shits, there's finals.
its never-ending.

shit always happens.
always last.
but good things dont.
they always dont last.

the world is not only ambiguous, its wholly ironic as well.
disdain for this world is an understatement,
isnt it?

why did adam and eve ever ate the apple?
are they that hungry?

我们之间沦于空洞的表面

原来
杀伤力
如此庞大
一发不可收拾

原来
信任
一旦摧毁
就无法弥补

原来。