typical tuesday night

时间

开始觉得

不够
了

好辛苦

原来没有这么容易
改掉一些习惯个性
所以大家才活受罪

我知道
可能一些东西习惯性的 改不了
有些事看到了却不想承认
所以很痛苦

你的世界
好像没有他
会塌落
但他的世界
如果没有你
好像还能生存

所以我们不能做些什么
唯有耐心 唯有等待
反正这世上
好像也只需要这两样东西

过活

meganta electric blue meganta electirc blue

i need a fulfilling semester man.
gosh. so little things to do that im not able to do things at the eleventh hour!
everything is early early and early.
i used to push things to its last minute before it can get my brain working on things seriously.
but now?
im so slack and urgent at the same time.

life's no kick, yet.

training ground

were we treated like training ground at least once in our entire life?

oh.
maybe we were.
maybe we did too.

连改了 也不知道

吓了一跳
部落格的形式换了
今天才知道
想必自己多久 好久都没好好blog
让它自生自灭得好干脆

最近
和一位好友吵了一番
心底有点不舒服
但当天解决了
可是好奇怪 可能表面已经合好
但彻底却还留下伤痕
也只能等待下一次见面在来估计

反正
这一生的友情
好像都零零散散
被取代
被磨灭
被浪费
我们都让它自生自灭得好干脆

不是没有付出过心思
但已经全盘放弃一些
以为值得的但失望的
所谓的几十年的友谊

其实
我们都让它自生自灭得好干脆

Saint Valentine's Day

school hasnt been really hectic, just yet.
more will be coming up and i really dont want to repeat lagging behind with studies again.
well. said is easier than done so.

met up with my jc clique only this tuesday.
had some catch up and i guess we've all grown.
we tend to talk about marriage already.
at least 2 were sharing.
not about themselves but experiences with either their siblings or future ones. im glad we made that effort for a dinner even if it lasted for mere 2h.

i guess its not wasted afterall.